Once Upon A Time
Feeeeeeeeling. Extreeeeeeeemely. Bitchy. Today.
Lol.
Ah well.
Some people just kill things for you.
]=
Ah.
And I think mom and dad were talking about 2 different things this morning?
Like they were talking at the same time!
So I just shut my ears.
XD
(material above to be used for Interpersonal Communication Journal in the case that I forget. LOL)
Omgggggggggggg.
Just saw a very very very very nice picture of him on Facebook.
Ahhh.
I don't care if I'm a stalker.
Lol.
Can I save that picture??
Rofl.
Hehe.
Who cares?
I'm happy.
My day seems so much better all of a sudden.
^___^
[NOTE: I DID NOT SAVE HIS PICTURE. I DID NOT.]
Choo Choo Train
What I am going to blog may sound offensive to some people.
So hm, just a warning!
If you think I sound like a bi-yatch or something, just close the window.
Lol.
Okay, so this is a scene I saw yesterday at the MRT station.
So here it is:
A train approaches the platform. A mother got right at the side where the door is going to open. Even pulled her son (looks like he's in the lower grade of primary school) closer to her. So, they are both blocking the door of the train.
I am rather appalled at this sight.
Why? Because well, aren't parents supposed to be teaching their children the right thing?
Children don't know what is right, or what is wrong.
Like, when you're waiting for the train, you're supposed to be standing at the side.
At the red part, where the line is drawn.
So those inside the train can get out.
After seeing that, I don't know if the parent was doing that for the first time?
Or she did that, standing by the door because she knew the people are not going to come out?
Well, I don't know.
BUT WELL!
Please! Teach children the right thing!
On a light note, when I was going to use a life at another station, the kids pressed the 'open' and said 'There's people!' There were 2 mothers inside the lift. (Well, I inferred that from seeing the baby's push thingy. I don't know what that's called. Hehe.) They even kind of made some space inside too! Even though they were talking to each other and they had to push that baby thingy. Ah. Well. Guess it's not so bad!
It's Raining Brains
BEING A HUMAN IS SO TIRING!!!!!
Like, we have to use our brains A LOT.
We use it to:
1. Think about our future.
2. Think about how to interact with people.
3. Think about what to say/not to say in order not to offend people.
4. Think about how to do our assignments.
Some things need to be thought off at a deeper level. Like... How am I supposed to do that?!?! I've been failing at Social Studies when they want us to think deeper. What are these supposed to mean? E.g. A dove represents peace, etc. HOW THE HECK AM I SUPPOSED TO KNOW THAT?!??!!?!?!? As in, so? Ah, and physics. And chemistry. And maths. AHHHHHHH! It's not like we use potassium technically in our foods? Oh my god... Does this mean what we've been learning has no link to our actual lives?!?!
5. Think about how not to be sick.
6. Think about how to organise things.
7. Think about catching up with present/latest news.
8. Think about money.
9. Think about food.
10. Think about clothes.
Okay, this isn't really important, but I wanted to make the number 10 and well, we do need to use our brains when think about how to coordinate etc. Like, unless you don't care about anything. But even t-shirts need some kind of coordination too. You can't pair it off with a formal skirt. Sane people would think you are nuts.
Anyway, I'm suddenly inspired to list more than 10 now.
11. Think about my blogging content.
12. Think about ---
Okay, okay!
The bottom line is, we use our brains in everything we do!
Right?
I wonder how it's still working.
ALL HAIL THE BRAIN!!!
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Edit @ 9.58pm:
OKAY! So er, of all my excitement yesterday, I forgot to say this!
I
GOT
INTO
FINANCE
FOR MY
FINAL
YEAR
SPECIALISATION!!!!!!
AWESOME, RIGHT?
I ♥ MONEY.
XD
So hmmmmm, hand over all your money for me to plan your final years??
Lolol.
Okay, final years sound a bit off.
But hmm, whatever. XD
你爱我 就等你吻我
Ahhhhhhhhh.
So tired!
Sleepy~
Zzzzz.
Hm!
Oh, anyway, finished Otome Yokai Zakuro!
=]
AGEMAKI AND ZAKURO KISSED AT THE LAST EPISODE! ♥
Totally MOE MOE-ISH!
But um, they didn't show us the kiss scene.
-_-
We only see the shadow, lol.
But... It's nice!
=]
Aw, and just wanted to say this-
But I think the ending scene of the opening song of OYZ is really sweet.
Like, there's a scene when it's kind of yellowish?
Agemaki and Zakuro are just like, standing side by side each other.
Then awwwwww~
They held hands!
Like under the tree!
So romantic right?
=]
And it's really cute and sweet which makes me feel sort of warm and fuzzy inside.
Like how Zakuro blush and look at the ground when they held hands!
Awwwwwwww~
=]
Right right.
Enough with this obsession.
HEHE.
XD
Ah, yupp.
Watching Hakuouki Shinsengumi now!
THE BISHIES!!!!!!!!!!!! ♥
Hm, though no other character will probably be more shuai than Dino~~~
XD
I Guess I'm Waiting For That Sunshine
Currently watching: Otome Yokai Zakuro
THIS ANIME IS NICE!!!!!!!!!!
Agemaki and Zakuro are so cute together.
Like, in the way they interact!
=]
There are times when I just wish they'd kiss though.
It'd be so cute!!!
But, I think it's cute too when they don't.
Anyway, it's only the 8th episode.
So it might be fast if they kissed?
Lol.
But... It'd be really nice if they kissed!
Tee hee.
Oh, talking about kiss scenes in anime, I think there are so little of them!
E.g. Lovely Complex- I only remember one scene.
-_-'
And um, I can't remember the others that I've watched.
-_-'''
Hmn.
Hmn.
I don't really watch much anime too.
So that's probably not reliable.
Lol.
Oh, and there seems to be quite a lot of yokai anime/manga?
But it's cool 'cause I think the storyline is cool!
^_^
Kuragehime anime is completed at Episode 12 too.
-_-
I watched it kind of like ongoing-ly, and I didn't even know it ended.
o_o'''
Like, it didn't even feel like it's ending!
Zzz.
Like, Kuranosuke didn't confess to Tsukimi yet.
And the story ended that well, the place they're living at is not shut down.
Their love story is like, just hanging!
Don't know if there's going to be a Season 2?
Well.
I just hope it's not like that for Otome Yokai Zakuro though.
Hmn.
Okay, I better do some work first before watching the rest!
YOSH!
GANBATTE!
Untouchable Burning Brighter Than The Sun
Just read: Sugar Sugar Rune
Actually I think it's really nice! ^_^
And the ending, to me, is pretty nice too.
=]
Like, I kind of disagree with what they said about the ending being bad, lol.
And hahah!
I think it was Akira at the end.
At the last few panels.
=]
Awwwwww~
Anyway, I think it'd be really cool if we knew how others felt about one another just by looking at the color of the hearts!
Ah, and hmn.
This week was pretty fun!
Thursday, got conned by teacher about some fake exam.
LOL.
Lucky there isn't.
=]
Friday, bought clothes and MOMO MANGA!
YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY @ MANGA~
Kind of tried the clothes in the afternoon too.
Hmn...
Anyway, do I really look the type who won't wear a color each on the leg (as in tights?)
Lol.
How High Can The Sycamore Grow
Hiiiiie!
Now I'm in a sort of dilemma to choose my final year's subjects.
It's either Health/Travel for my second choice.
And I'm well, kind of thinking.
Ahh.
I really dislike thinking.
Lol.
Anyhow!
Read some manga today!
The above 3 are all from the same author!
The stories are really touching.
T_T
And this is like, hm, more light-hearted!
Hm.
But all of them deal with sort of darker themes.
Lol.
But rest assured, they are nice! :]
And short too~
WHEEE~
Go read them?
=]
These Are The Things I Can Do Without
I'm most effective when I'm in school!
I don't know why!
Okay, hmn.
Maybe I know.
xD
And it's sort of tiring for me these days.
Can't even meditate.
Like, I think I am just, well, tired.
So when I reach home, my mind is blank.
Seriously!
And I think I consider short time frame like, as a long time.
Wonder if that's got to do with my astrology sign?
:]
Anyway, there's this 13th horoscope.
And well.
Truthfully?
I don't really believe it.
All along, all their analysis has been 12!
And suddenly, now there's a 13th one?
Hm.
Not that I'm against the number 13.
My birth date is that too.
Hehe.
But ah.
I just don't believe it.
Luckily I'm still a Leo.
If I become a Cancer because of this sign.
I'd go nuts.
LOL.
Okay.
Time for me to wrap this up?
I'm typing relatively crappy stuff...
Once Upon A Dream
HI BLOG!
Hmn.
Watched Cinderella today!
Going to do work~
And...
Need to re-do my AB Dip notes, sort of...
T___T
I Can Show You The World
Awww~
Suddenly want to watch all the old Disney movies.
(*^*) /
Okay, need to do my work first...
-_-
Anyway,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HIM! ^^
Only managed to write a Facebook greeting.
Oh well.
That's enough for me now.
=]
'Cause I Get A Thousand Hugs

HI HI! AHEM. SHOWCASING MY ROOM. BAHAHAHAHAHA.
Okay. Only some parts of it, lol. xD
Anyway this is a new shelf! Hehe.
It's quite neat right?
=]

AND THIS IS MY TABLE! LOL!
Er, so I was thinking!
Maybe I'd use operant conditioning on myself.
^_^
Like, buy myself a KHR puzzle to place it on the table walls once I clear this mess.
Whee~
That's a positive reinforcement!
:D
But the thing is, I'd have to think of a case for the puzzle!
How to stabilise it on the wall etc.
Hmm~
The state of my table is indeed horrible... xD

*LETS OUT LOOOOOONG SCREAM*
YAY! Anyway, this is the long awaited manga I wanted to buy!
(And already bought!)
MOMO! ♥
So nice right? The art?
Hmm, my mom said I won't read it again when I bought it.
So it's like a waste of money? But it's so nice!!!!
I read it and it's PLAIN AWESOMENESS.
And the third volume is like, out of stock.
So hm, I'd have to wait till next Friday to get it!
Oh, and I got Comics Connection member card too.
It's $10 and expires next year February!
Hm, actually, I wonder if Kino sells manga at a cheaper price compared to that of C.C.
Lol.
But anyhow, I already got the member card! =D
And ate the KFC egg tart I think the day before yesterday?
And today too!
(No picture for this! Hehe.)
So I ate a total of 2!
Whee~
And I must say it's nice!
I like it.
=]
It's $1.30 each!
When you buy it in bulk - 6, it costs 5 cents cheaper each.
Doesn't make any difference right? -_-
So yupp, try it when you have the chance!
I've Always Gone With The Wind
BOUGHT MOMO MANGA! ♥
Okay, just asked my brother to move aside from the laptop for me to blog this. xD
Back to reading!
( ^_^) /
There's A Sunshine In My Mind
Awwwwww.
Quickly post this before a 'new' day begins. xD
Ahhhh.
So tired!
And...
KHR!!!! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
Chapter 321 IS MOE~
Miss KHR for so long! ( T^T ) /
OMG! THE 'WHAT IF' MINI STORIES ARE SOOOO KAWAII! xD
Do What You Want To Do
FINISHED SHUGO CHARA MANGA!
♥So cute!
=]
Hmmmm.
Thing is, the guys in there are cute.
But not my type.
-_-
Like Ikuto, ahhh, I don't know.
For me, I'd rather I be the one who disappears.
Like, I know it's double standard!
Lol.
I just can't accept guys disappearing and not knowing when they'll appear.
I think it's fun if I were the one doing that.
Just... Not being the one treated like that. XD
And how Ikuto tells Amu no matter where he goes, he'll always go back to Amu.
Aww~
That won't work with me... -_-
I think it's fine if he weren't a boyfriend or whatsoever...
Hm, Tsukasa (Tadase's grown-up version) is better!
Maybe he's more mature.
Hm, but he's not my type too...
Okay!
Frankly speaking!
I don't even know what is my type!
=_____=!
Ahhhh.
Forget it.
Lol.
Character C-Change!




YAY! Currently reading Shugo Chara. Finally some time for me to slack. x_x
AND SHUGO CHARA IS CUTE! =]
Hm~
Ikuto is cute! =]
But he doesn't give me the Dino feeling!
Must be him being kind of cold-ish?
Ah, and talking about Dino, I totally forgot to mention him when I was talking to someone else about the bishies in KHR.
I FORGOT ABOUT DINO!!!!!!!!
CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?!?
T_T
I mentioned hyper Tsuna and Primo...
Not Dino...
Even though he's my first love in KHR...
Feel so guilty now...
Anyhow!
Oh, I saw someone wearing a Mukuro-sama t-shirt in school today.
Exactly the same.
Luckily I didn't wear it.
-_-
Anyway, above pictures all highlight Ikuto!
Hehe!
Credits to Google and their various owners!
=]
是不是一种预告
Above title from one of the lines from 杨丞林's 冷战!
I just felt that it really fit the post today.
Lol.
Er, so just now the HP love charm Jovey gave last year, that I placed on my phone got separated from its red attachment.
:O
And... It's not without reason, lol.
'Cause I was trying to pull it out of a drawer just now.
Then after I pulled it out, it got separated. -_-
And I checked his birthday yesterday again and it was 16th!
Omg~
I think I thought it was the wrong birthdate all along?
Maybe I got it right when I just saw it.
But somehow my brain altered the information. -_-
So!
Maybe all that was a sign?
-_-
I don't know.
Hm.
Maybe I'm just thinking too much about it, haha.
Right-o!
Going to do some work now.
Don't know if I can finish them?
Due tomorrow.
YOSH!
I CAN DO IT!!!
Astrology #102
I guess knowing yourself is good!
So, not doing my homework, I'm off to search for some horoscope thingy. LOL.
So impractical. -_-
NEW MOON NATAL PHASE 0 deg - 45 deg
If you were born into the New Moon Phase of the Lunar Cycle...
You have been born to project yourself into humanity. Because you respond to life more instinctually, you are one who truly lives in the moment, the past having little to do with the decisions you make today. Your intuitive abilities will give you more direction as opposed to conscious, rational reasoning. Because you need total spontaneity, planning ahead is not your best method of operation and may meet with obstacles. Working best without pre-thinking or an elaborate, organized approach, you can totally plunge into new experiences as long as you have the freedom to explore. You may become confused in complex situations where a specific technique or action is expected of you.
Because you were born when there was no light emanating from the Moon, your lesson is to learn your identity, who you are, and how to project it into the world. You may feel that you need to make your mark somewhere this lifetime. Magnetic and shining with personality, many actors and actresses are New Moon people working to project themselves into the spotlight as a career, having the ability to act on impulse and meeting the challenge of the moment. Self centeredness is a necessity for self development. Although the New Moon person needs a certain amount of attention, as the actor needs the audience to project to, the danger that might occur is that this projection is merely the ego bringing itself into view by casting a shadow over everything or everyone else around it. This can cause the alienation of others. It is important to remember your associations are more than the drama or symbology in which that person is involved. In a more refined approach, this projection can take the form of a purpose, or goal, an involvement that is more far reaching than the personal ego.
So wow. Potential actor/actress? :O LOL.
Anyway, oh my god.
Found something about hemisphere!
To see what signs have majority.
Hm.
My Eastern Hemisphere has 6, my Western Hemisphere has 5!
So close.
Wow.
I'm pretty balanced.
Hehe.
Anyway, here goes the intepretation!
The Eastern Hemisphere is comprised of the first 3 and the last 3 houses�in other words, Houses 1, 2, 3, 10, 11, and 12. It is the half of the chart that is on the left. When the majority of planets are found in the Eastern hemisphere, the native is generally self-motivated, initiating, action-oriented, and self-assertive. He or she tends to believe strongly in free will.
Whee~
Hm, then by Northern and Southern hemisphere!
South: 8.
North: 3.
The Southern Hemisphere is comprised of Houses 7 through 12--the upper half of the chart (above the horizon). This is the social, objective, and collective portion of the chart. People with the majority of planets found in the Southern hemisphere tend to be more objective, sociable, and concerned with "outside" events, whether they affect them on a personal level or not.
Wow... Really? @@
Hm...
And by quadrants, I'm more of a Social Identity and Social Expression person.
Wow.
This is cool!
And about North Node thingy!
North Node in Sagittarius and/or in the Ninth House
With North Node in Sagittarius, our South Node is in Gemini. With North Node in the ninth house, our South Node is in the third house.
A tendency to be overwhelmed by information overload, to be mentally over-stimulated to the point of not being able to make effective decisions, to be bound by logic and swamped in details at the expense of our intuition, and to miss the "big picture" are some of the issues this position suggests. With this position, it can be difficult to commit ourselves to any one thing. We need to learn to trust our inner guide—our intuition—in order to uncover more meaning to our lives. Our decisions tend to lead us astray, as we rely too heavily on logic and miss out on the exciting adventures generated from the thrill and satisfaction of following a hunch or a vision. We need to allow ourselves to believe in something that doesn't necessarily make sense, but that frees us from mental anxiety and stress. When we don't commit ourselves to something, we run the risk of appearing superficial or flighty to others. Worst of all, the passion of true discovery eludes us, and we cannot feel whole or satisfied. When we don't have the faith to know who we are and what we believe, even without knowing, we will never come across as sincere or truthful. We cannot inspire others to have faith in us when we do not have faith in ourselves. When we act bravely and impulsively, working on intuition and faith, we free ourselves from the inner turmoil of doubt and too much logic, and find an inner balance that enriches our lives and our souls.
Wow. Astrology is amazing. @@
And I'm surprised I actually can try to interpret what I'm reading.
LOL.
Actually wanted to see what Houses thingy.
But I don't know how to see.
@@
So I'm now at Sun at xxx House, Moon at xxx House etc! =]
Sun in the 7th House:
You take pride in your ability to negotiate, and to establish harmony in your relationships. It is important to you to have a partner, as you feel incomplete without one. You are motivated to become well-liked, and you are especially sensitive to rejection. One of the lessons in your life may be to avoid putting harmony and others' opinions of you above your own needs. Use your social skills and seek out peaceful relations with others, but try not to over-identify with your partnerships and the way you are received by others.
Alternate Interpretation: You are interested in relationships and you do better in life when you undertake tasks with others rather than pursue them alone. You love to share and you give yourself in great measure to your partner. You must learn not to put your objectives aside just because of your compliant nature. You will be successful with the associations that you form and also with people in general thanks to your good manners and charm.
This astrological position suggests eventual success in marriage. You should not hurry yourself nor let impatience get the better of you; the union will reach the promised success when you both have matured. You will choose an authoritative, strong and capable partner of whom you feel proud.
You are likely to win every judgment or legal litigation in which you find yourself involved. -- From the Adult Report.
@@
Er. Eventual success in marriage?!?!?!?
Moon in the 1st House
Your feelings are right out there for everyone to see, and you can come across as emotional and impatient, or nurturing and caring (or both). Your first reaction is emotional, especially if the Moon is in close proximity (within ten degrees) of the Ascendant degree. You need emotional stimulation, movement, and freedom to express yourself in order to feel happy and fulfilled. Your moods are very changeable, and this can be quite obvious to others. Because of your emotional sensitivity, you might often take things too personally, and react too quickly. Developing an awareness that others' emotions are just as important, even if they are not as overt and immediate as yours, will be important.
*You have a soft exterior and tend to relate very personally and sympathetically to other people. However, you sometimes let your emotions overpower your reasoning and logic, and consequently you are sometimes biased in your opinions. You are impressionable and rather gentle, or at least that is the way you appear. Your feelings are on the surface and you can not hide your emotions.
Lol, Idk... Hm. And my moon's not within ten degrees of the Ascendent degree!
Next~
Mercury in the 7th House
You have a great love of debate, if only to get closer to your own thoughts and opinions. Bouncing ideas off others helps you to make a decision, although coming to definite conclusions can be painfully difficult for you. You see the other side of the coin. You might often play devil's advocate. Communication with a partner is craved, and you also love an audience for your own thoughts and opinions, but preferably a one-person audience, as you come alive verbally when it's one-on-one. You can be quite skilled at keeping a partnership animated and alive with interesting tidbits, new ideas, and stimulating conversation. You can easily become bored in partnership if the lines of communication go down, even temporarily. You might attract partners who are not especially sincere or downright duplicitous. In order to put an end to this pattern, you might try to avoid scheming and overanalyzing in your relationships. You might also love to talk about and analyze relationships and marriage. You get off on new perspectives that partners or good friends give you.
Relationships again. @@
Venus in the 8th House
Intensity is what you seek in your love relationships, so that casual encounters are not necessarily your game. You are easily bored with mechanical interactions between partners, and might prefer drama in your relationships to anything mundane or superficial. However, you also fear being vulnerable in love, and, in youth, you may control your emotions in love. Fears of being betrayed may be at the heart of your somewhat jealous and possessive nature in love. When you give yourself over to love, you love wholeheartedly and expect all-consuming, total devotion and attention in return. You find passion a healing force in your life. Your charm runs deep--just below the surface. You are attracted to all that is taboo, hidden, forbidden, and find beauty in the broken, disenchanted, obsessed, and passionate. In some cases, people with this position might make a business out of love, romance, and eroticism. There is an intensity about you that others pick up readily. Either they run or they are completely intrigued!
...........
Mars in the 5th House
You have a strong love of pleasure, and you tend to directly and perhaps impulsively pursue romance. Many of you are sports lovers, and anything with an element of risk appeals to you or entertains you. You put a lot of energy into the pursuit of entertainment, satisfaction, games, and pleasure. You may be a very active hobbyist. You tend to be very playful and demonstrative, and you could really enjoy putting on a show. You can be very competitive. Your children may be especially active and boisterous.
Sample from the Spirit Success report: You are openly affectionate. Like an engaging puppy, you wheedle to get your way. If an old slipper is torn in the process, you know you'll be forgiven. You shine in physical-contact sports. Your many friends admire you, but relationships suffer because you change partners often. Discipline is a hard, but necessary task-master, if you are to grow beyond the child that is no longer charming, but becomes a foolish adult, clinging to childish ways.
@@ I don't like sports at all...
Jupiter in the Eighth House
You are talented at strategy, research, and investigation. You are able to get to the root of any problem and instinctively feel that this is where the answer lies. You take great pleasure in unraveling mysteries and solving complex problems. You are naturally giving to a partner, both emotionally and materially. You are not easily shocked by taboos.
Really? I can't guess the correct murderer in stories all the time!
@@
And naturally giving? Hm, not really. I expect something in return. LOL.
But I don't know. I'm not at the stage either. -_-
Saturn in the First House |
The first house stands for the way in which an individual projects personal energies onto others. This house is fundamental in defining an individual's personality and Saturn's presence here is particularly significant. Saturn in the first house people might have a stern exterior. People may comment, "You look so different when you smile!" When you smile the stern exterior drops. Saturn's presence in the first house can make you more aware than others of right or wrong in a societal way. Responsibility will be a major concern in your actions. Demands from people around you will dominate your consciousness. You will probably find it extraordinarily difficult to place yourself ahead of others. Guilt and anxiety might haunt you over issues that others, without this influence, might not consider significant. This misplaced guilt and anxiety may create false sentimentality and attachment to surroundings to the point of neurosis. You are hard on yourself. Self-assertion at work and home might be stressful. Develop awareness about your guilt and anxiety attacks. Fight the guilt by thinking things through by yourself or with someone you feel comfortable with. To avoid the guilt and anxiety your best bet is to lay low and first let people around you articulate and take what they want and need. Then take what you want. It's rather important for Saturn first house people to have spouses and partners who understand their self-assertion issue. An understanding spouse or partner will go a long way towards making life pleasant. |
@@ But I don't want to get married...
Think it's quite true about the front part.
I think.
Uranus in the Twelfth House |
A burning need for freedom and a deep altruistic desire to change the world you live in underlie your actions but you will shy away from articulating this need and desire. Depending on your situation this might play out in various ways. As an example, if you are a successful business person, you might join or start a program to encourage young entrepreneurs. Or, you might simply choose to quietly give young entrepreneurs breaks when you can. You will always search for personal freedom and ways to make the world a better place for everyone. In close relationships you will often tend to search for freedom loving and creative people. Keeping the company of creative people will be comforting for you. A career in the sciences or technology may suit you well. You could be artistic and creative as well. No matter what you do, you will find yourself drawn to all that surpasses the limits placed by the world we live in. |
Freedom FTW.
=D
Neptune in the Twelfth House |
You possess exceptional intuition and you are able to draw upon tremendous inner strength and faith when in a pinch, which might surprise others because of your easygoing and possibly even timid manner. You may be exceptionally sensitive but not always able to express your compassion and concern in direct ways, which can give rise to feelings of guilt. If you deny the spiritual side of your nature, you run the risk of chronic discontent, and you may feel very vulnerable to normal changes in life, fearing that you may not be able to handle them. In truth, your faith runs deep and surfaces when you need it most, so this fear is actually ungrounded. You need to learn to believe in yourself, or you might resort to escapist behavior and avoid problems when they do crop up. Some with this position only discover their deep spiritual inclinations later in life, or they are aware of them but have troubles expressing them until they have built a stronger identity. |
Believe in myself.
Hmmmm.
Pluto in 10th House
*You have a powerful sense of destiny and may be unusually, even ruthlessly, ambitious. There is a very driven, compulsive quality to the way you pursue your career or other important life goals, which is likely to win you both staunch admirers and vigorous opponents.
There is a very "radical" side to you, and you may want to remake or change the world in some significant way. Depending on other astrological factors in your chart and your own decisions, you can be either very destructive or a powerful force for healing and positive change in the world.
#Change begins for you when you first feel the tug of ambition - you want something more or better. As you deal with transformation, your goal-oriented behavior becomes spiritual aspiration rather than simple material seeking.
^With Pluto in your 10th House achieving a sense of power can definitely be among your ambitions. This can be a highly creative position for Pluto, since exercising your ability to bring about transformational change and healing through your career path can be quite a challenge. Even if you decide not to follow a career path, you can still be a powerful force in your family and may even play an influential matriarchal role as you mature. However, you're likely to run into power issues with others too, since as you become more adept at moving through the chain of command your presence and strength can attract power struggles with others. This is not the only option, since you may also find that you enjoy rubbing shoulders with the movers and shakers. After all, that's where you belong! But before you can achieve the levels of success you deeply desire, you may have to address buried resentments, guilt or shame which have their origins in your past. In essence, you can become a vessel for regeneration and healing, and your own wounds may be the keys to your power to influence change in the lives of others.
@@ Hm, I do like power. Lol.
Anyway, what's the meaning of the * - ^ symbols?
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Sun opposition Moon
People born when the Sun opposes the Moon have an internal struggle between their needs and their wants. In contrast to the Sun-Moon conjunction personality, the Full Moon personality is inclined towards lack of focus and indecision. Their ability to be objective is both an asset and a liability, simply because when they decide on one route, they are pulled in another direction at the same time. Something tugs at them, and they begin to question their stance. "But what if..." and "on the other hand..." are statements they can't help making and that plague them. While Sun conjunct Moon people have an Aries style about them, Sun opposition Moon natives have a distinct Libra energy about them, in that they are always aware of the opposing point of view, the other side of the coin, and so forth.
Their inner struggle is most obvious in their vitality, as both the Sun and the Moon strongly influence the vitality. They have many ups and downs, and it is hard to know if it is physical or emotional. In fact, it's likely both. These people might spend a week working hard, and the following week they lack motivation and find it hard to accomplish much. Their energy fluctuates more than most people, and it is very much a reflection of what is going on inside.
The messages they received in their early lives in terms of what was expected of them were conflicting, and even opposite. Some people born under the Full Moon viewed their parents as two very different and separate individuals who each wanted something very different from their child. Their parents or parent figures "stood for" two very different things, and their child internalized this. There may have been some emotional frustration in connection with the father and a stifling of the go by the mother.
It is hard for Sun opposition Moon people to find happiness within themselves. They tend to look outside of themselves for fulfillment. They are inclined to form serious relationships at an early age, simply because of this tendency to try to find an answer to happiness from an "other". They are prone to divorce, partly because of this prematurity, and partly because their needs are complicated. Full Moon people are also more apt to seek counseling because of this need to find answers.
These people appear to be very self-aware. They entertain a myriad of different points of view and perspectives. They are excellent psychologists and are able to read character and uncover motivations--but with an important caveat: if they are too emotionally close to the situation, they fumble. The truth is, although they appear to know much about how people tick, they spend a good part of their lives uncovering more of themselves and learning about themselves. Generally, this is done through comparisons or through the mirror of relationships.
They can most certainly frustrate the people who are close to them with their indecisiveness and frequent changes of mind (and of heart). A word to those who deal with this on a day-to-day basis: their changes of heart are not a form of insincerity--they are the result of an internal struggle that is very real and very confusing to live with! Sun opposition Moon people can be temperamental, insecure, and very sensitive. The ability to put themselves in someone else's shoes, and to consider other points of view, is a true asset. However, at some point in their lives, they need to uncover what it is they truly want. This comes easy to New Moon people, and can be a life-long struggle for Full Moon people. On the other hand, it is extremely easy for a Full Moon personality to understand others' points of view--something that doesn't come as easily to a New Moon personality. Sun opposition Moon people are generally interesting and complex. Born under a Full Moon, they can be a bit "loony", perhaps manifesting itself in a unique sense of humor.
Look for a planet that might trine and sextile the Sun-Moon opposition for a way to release the tension the opposition creates. Somehow, some way, through that planet, its sign, and its house position, the Sun opposition Moon person can find an "answer" to the struggle. Look also to the sign polarity involved for more details of the struggle. If it's Aries and Libra, for example, there is a conflict between two equal drives to be independent and to depend on others.
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TRUE TRUE! SOMETIMES I WORK HARD.
THEN THE NEXT I SLACK!
OMG.
IS THIS AN EXCUSE FOR ME NOT TO DO WORK.
LOL.
The rest are @@ to me...
Okay. I think I'll leave the rest to another day!
Going @@.
LOL.
And astrologers must be extremely good in math.
Since there's so many like degree/angle that you have to calculate.
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闪亮钻石糖
Just finished a manga!
Omamori no kamisama.
Link below.
Omg, so touching. (I think)
Feel like crying after I read it...
T_____T
Edit @ 8.40p.m.
OMGGGGGG!
SAW HIM JUST NOW!!!!
^_______^
Only for a while, like we passed by each other.
But so happy...
Like that time when I know he accepted my friend request on Facebook - that sort of happy!
^__^
Hm, but I get a feeling he's being treated like a certain Capricon acquaintance.
*cues rolling eyes please at the mention of that someone*
So that's got to do with his personality perhaps...
Though I think he's definitely so much better than that acquaintance...
BUT I'M SO HAPPY!
So I don't care already.
Lol.
I know it's like just really, er, should be extremely one-sided (LOL)!
But...
Like is like!
Even though when I'm close to him I don't have the doki doki feeling...
Hm...
Actually no one ever gave me that feeling before... -_-
And his birthday is coming!
17th!
OMG!
Should I get him a present?
But it's like @_@, who the heck are you?
Er, since I'm only a member, and he only talked to me bc of CCA duty.
Plus it's in a big group.
So...
I don't think it counts at all.
LOL.
Whaaaa. So sad.
Never mind.
But Idk, what if I don't dare to give it to him?
Bc I have like 2 presents at home.
2 presents I intended to give out, but never did.
One's for Ah gong...
It's during secondary school, then I found out he liked someone.
It's a birthday chain.
April 15th!
Er, if someone has that birthdate, please tell me.
I'll go dig out that present and give it to that person.
Even if I don't know him/her.
Lol.
And another's a Letter 'A' chain!
It's for a poly friend.
But because of some class 'segregation' that happened during first year, I never gave it to her.
Bc well, it's awkward. ]=
Plus, since it's 'A', it's sort of hard to find someone who has a name starting with that...
Zzz.
So that's my sad story...
If I buy, I'd like to buy him a t-shirt.
Probably get one of my friends to pass to him.
Then hm, Idk, it doesn't matter if he knows who gave it to him actually...
Since it'll be so weird.
I DON'T KNOW!
Ahh.
And giving a shirt is like in one of my top to-do lists to buy for a guy I like!
Since er, I had intended to buy a t-shirt for Ah Gong million years ago.
But never even bought it (bc I found he liked someone and my heart was broken, lolol).
And... my subsequent relationships don't seem long enough.
LOL.
Okay, let's not talk about that.
=__=
Sigh!
Doubt anyone will respond to this anyway.
Lol.
Estoy Aburrida
Play the CSI Game on Facebook!
It's fun.
Ho ho ho.
And hmm, wonders when that interest will die. -_-
So bored.
Zzz.
Okay, off to do work.
Lol.
Uh, I'm so bored that I went to search 'I'm bored' in Spanish.
=____=!
Oh, and there's a differentiation between guys and girls for this word!
Hm, but uh, one thing.
I don't know if that source is reliable.
xD
Astrology #101
YAY! I want to talk about my favorite topic.
HOROSCOPES!
OR A.K.A ASTROLOGY!
And of course, since I'm a self-centered Leo, this post will be about me.
LOL.
XD
The Leon Sun/Aquarius Moon combination produces an interesting character blessed with a personality which is extremely attractive to others.
This configuration blends the vitality, warmth, generosity, magnanimity and pride inherent in Leo, with the originality, ingenuity and friendliness inherent in Aquarius.
Whatever these persons undertake is usually met with popular support for they are highly social souls who are both likeable and extroverted.
There is a natural desire for Leo natives governed by an Aquarius Moon to project their personalities into public affairs or activities of a creative nature.
They are exceedingly philosophical individuals, inclined to mental expansion and creativity, but may not be as much purposeful as they are idealistic and romantic.
With regard to the many subjects which will attract the interest of these persons, there will be a sense of sincerity...but not one which is deeply involved and/or committed.
There is a tendency here to "skim the surface" and drift from one idea to the next...never attaining much more than the most superficial understanding of anything.
Leo Sun/Aquarius Moon natives dislike becoming too involved because their interests are so varied.
Thus, they are reluctant to remain focused on one idea or one type of person for long.
Indeed, such romanticism and idealism seems to out-distance any form of ambition and committment in these individuals.
Nevertheless, they do like knowing a "little something" about many different things and usually get along well in life with this gift.
So cool right? =]
Aiya.
So tired already. LOL.
Hehe.
End post!
I Believe
Believe in what you see, or what you hear?
Just a thought when I was washing my plates for breakfast.
LOL.
And I meant the thought as in a person.
Say, you heard something about a person who have depression.
But you know that person.
So, in the sense, you already know the person before you heard the rumours.
If, your impression of that person is one who is cheerful, you'll find those rumours to be fake.
But if the impression isn't good, you'll probably believe anything negative you hear.
You might even talk about what you believe about that person, unconsciously to others.
Okay.
Another example.
This time, you don't know the person.
And you heard rumours.
How will you react?
In that case, if the rumours you heard came from the person who is closest to that person, you'll probably believe it.
Well, because you'll think it is true because of closeness between those people.
The closeness that you believe they share.
Therefore, before you start to even talk or understand that person, your impression of that person already has some kind of a base.
Your impression/judgement/or what you call, will be clouded.
Your actions will already be somewhat changed and not be what you don't know about that person.
But hey, what will you do if others kind of misunderstand you?
Frankly, you can't change anything about it and you know it.
After all, it is someone else's perception that you're talking about.
If you are able to change them, then good for you.
However, things just don't work that way in real life.
Sometimes you can't change about what others think of you.
Nor can they change what you think of them.
It may change over time.
It may not.
So, to live is to adapt.
You will probably change yourself to fit others' ideals.
You probably won't.
Ah well, it is your life.
Do what you want to do that you won't regret when this lifetime is over.
Inspired
Why be so concerned about the Future if you can change that by what you do in the Present?
Phrase inspired after reading Psyren!
I'm currently at 96. =]
This Is The Last Straw
YOSH!
Ahhhh.
I need to add 'do work on time' to my resolutions, lol.
......
Okay!
I saw a funny comic today!
On the Sunday Times.
=D
[From what I remember]
Father: Wow! How cute! Our child is writing new year resolutions!
Mother: =_= No, he's just starting his holiday homework that is due tomorrow.
Lol.
And Kimi no Todoke is nice!
Though there was one part that left me like, =___=.
But it's over now!
Kazehaya and Sawako are very sweet now.
Which is very nice.
=]
And there are some parts that made me laugh out loud. (Y)
The side characters are cute! =]
And hm.
I don't think I'll be able ever be in a relationship like they are now.
Lol.
But who cares?
Wakakaka.
Heee.
Reading Psyren!
It's pretty cool.
=D
♥Manga Recommendations #1
Had enough of whiny female leads in shoujo mangas? Want to scream 'AHHHHHHH' out loud and wish the mangaka would just kill her off?
Well, the good thing is, you are not alone!!!
SO! In this post, I've collated some recent shoujo/shounen mangas that I've read recently. Which doesn't have plot lines that make me want to kill off any of the characters. ^_^

Pandora Hearts
By: Mochizuki Jun
Manga Status: Ongoing
Anime Status: Complete
Summary: I'd say Alice in Wonderland in twists. It does not have the same plot line. It's deeper, has more depth.
Opinion: Totally fiery female lead- Alice! Her and Oz make a cute couple. Ahh, read more to find out! Anyway, I've only watched the anime! Loved the music box's music! Not really sure if there's going to be a Season 2? But I'd totally watch it if there is! (Y)
By: Motomi Kyousuke
Manga Status: Completed
Summary: Ibuki is a really strong female lead! And well, she enters a weird club and it's cool how it all turns out!
Opinion: Nice artwork! Funny plot and it's really enjoyable. One thing is that it's too short! T_T All other works by Motomi Kyousuke recommended! All his stories are nice, and don't have whiny female leads.
Hana No Kishi
By: Nishikata Mai
Manga Status: Ongoing
Summary: Ran becomes Sei's First Knight ever since that day years ago. Now, they have to join hands with the rest of the Knights because it seems that there's an opposing power!
Opinion: Ahhh, hard to say anything without spoiling. Lol. Because when I read it, I was sort of shocked... All I can say is, it's nice! :]

Ouran High School Host Club
By: Hatori Bisco
Manga Status: Completed
Anime Status: Completed
Summary: Haruhi breaks a vase on the day she entered the Host Club's room! It's really expensive. So Haruhi has to pay back using her 'body' by being a member of the Host Club.
Opinion: A lot of things happened! But Haruhi's not the type to back off and stuff. Hm, I think she's pretty expressionless most of the time. Lol. This story has its funny parts and Tamaki is really funny!
Reimei no Arcana
By: Toma Rei
Manga Status: Ongoing
Summary: Nakaba gets married off to Caesar, the Second Prince of the country - Belquat. The aim of this political marriage is to gain peace for the 2 countries. But well, is it all that peaceful after all?
Opinion: Nakaba is a really strong lead! Though she has conflicting feelings. I think. And I think Caesar x Nakaba makes an adorable couple. But Caesar's an ass at the first chapter, so I was pretty hm about him...
Akagami no Shirayukihime
By: Akizuki Sorata
Manga Status: Ongoing
Summary: Shirayuki has a unique hair color - which is red. It's rare in her country. And um, there's a prince at her country who wanted to wed her because of her hair color. -_- So she fled! Whee~
Opinion: Zen x Shirayuki FTW! And Shirayuki is a strong lead. I must say. Not that she has super strength, but she has a pretty strong heart! Like she'll do what she says. ^_^ Other than that, the artwork is simply awesome! The plot line is good. Sort of heart-warming. ^_^
Usotsuki Lily
By: Komura Ayumi
Manga Status: Ongoing
Summary: Hinata gets confessed to a drop-dead gorgeous guy she'd not seen before! However, turns out the guy who confessed to her is actually...?
Opinion: This manga is really funny! And cute. Artwork is good. Not seen mangas with this type of plot before! (Y)
Fairy Tail
By: Mashima Hiro
Manga Status: Ongoing
Anime Status: Ongoing
Summary: Join Fairy Tail in their adventures! Lots of arcs, and it's funny.
Opinion: Okay, so this is the only Shounen manga that's up in this recommendation page. The rest of them, being Shoujo, so that's why I guess there are romance in them? Romance is good. =] But eh wait, Pandora Hearts is Shounen! Oh well...
Anyway! All the females in FT kicks ass! Like hahahha, 'think I can't fight? I'LL SHOW YOU!' So yupp, all of them can fight! Which is totally cool, awesome. (Y)
Yupp, so that ends my manga recommendations for kick-ass female leads. Don't know if it's useful to anyone? But yeap, it's mostly Shoujo. Since I like to read Shoujo, but I don't want to read about whiny female leads. =___=
ANYWAY! Something personal!
I really want to buy Uwasaya though. T_T But it's not available in English/Chinese!!! It's only in Japanese. I like the summary I read. It's about some ghost thingy. I read a oneshot by this mangaka and totally loved it! So I think I can expect the same from this series! But I can't find...
So! I think I'm going to buy Momo by Sakai Mayu. Read its summary and others' feedback on this. It's not typical shoujo. So, yay! There's 5 volumes out there currently! Ahhhhh. Wonder if there's going to be kino sale?
And I really want to buy a good manga series with good art and plot. So I can keep it for keepsake... And well, since the ones I recommended, I've already read them, it's quite -_- for me to buy. I think. So I'm not going to read this!
Anyway picture credits to various sources! Not mine!
Ahn, so this is Manga Recommendations #1!
Stay tuned for more (perhaps). =]
And A New Day Begins!
It's the 1st of 2011!
But somehow, it seems the same as any other day.
Lately, the older I get, the more neutral I'm like when I view things!
It's almost as if I'm not here.
Just looking at things.
=__=
Time to do work! :]
Song Quote of the Day
把自己隐藏起来 想发呆就发呆 想HIGH就HIGH
- 金三角, 蔡依林
« O L D E R P O S T S | N E W E R P O S T S»
Once Upon A Time
Feeeeeeeeling. Extreeeeeeeemely. Bitchy. Today.
Lol.
Ah well.
Some people just kill things for you.
]=
Ah.
And I think mom and dad were talking about 2 different things this morning?
Like they were talking at the same time!
So I just shut my ears.
XD
(material above to be used for Interpersonal Communication Journal in the case that I forget. LOL)
Omgggggggggggg.
Just saw a very very very very nice picture of him on Facebook.
Ahhh.
I don't care if I'm a stalker.
Lol.
Can I save that picture??
Rofl.
Hehe.
Who cares?
I'm happy.
My day seems so much better all of a sudden.
^___^
[NOTE: I DID NOT SAVE HIS PICTURE. I DID NOT.]
Choo Choo Train
What I am going to blog may sound offensive to some people.
So hm, just a warning!
If you think I sound like a bi-yatch or something, just close the window.
Lol.
Okay, so this is a scene I saw yesterday at the MRT station.
So here it is:
A train approaches the platform. A mother got right at the side where the door is going to open. Even pulled her son (looks like he's in the lower grade of primary school) closer to her. So, they are both blocking the door of the train.
I am rather appalled at this sight.
Why? Because well, aren't parents supposed to be teaching their children the right thing?
Children don't know what is right, or what is wrong.
Like, when you're waiting for the train, you're supposed to be standing at the side.
At the red part, where the line is drawn.
So those inside the train can get out.
After seeing that, I don't know if the parent was doing that for the first time?
Or she did that, standing by the door because she knew the people are not going to come out?
Well, I don't know.
BUT WELL!
Please! Teach children the right thing!
On a light note, when I was going to use a life at another station, the kids pressed the 'open' and said 'There's people!' There were 2 mothers inside the lift. (Well, I inferred that from seeing the baby's push thingy. I don't know what that's called. Hehe.) They even kind of made some space inside too! Even though they were talking to each other and they had to push that baby thingy. Ah. Well. Guess it's not so bad!
It's Raining Brains
BEING A HUMAN IS SO TIRING!!!!!
Like, we have to use our brains A LOT.
We use it to:
1. Think about our future.
2. Think about how to interact with people.
3. Think about what to say/not to say in order not to offend people.
4. Think about how to do our assignments.
Some things need to be thought off at a deeper level. Like... How am I supposed to do that?!?! I've been failing at Social Studies when they want us to think deeper. What are these supposed to mean? E.g. A dove represents peace, etc. HOW THE HECK AM I SUPPOSED TO KNOW THAT?!??!!?!?!? As in, so? Ah, and physics. And chemistry. And maths. AHHHHHHH! It's not like we use potassium technically in our foods? Oh my god... Does this mean what we've been learning has no link to our actual lives?!?!
5. Think about how not to be sick.
6. Think about how to organise things.
7. Think about catching up with present/latest news.
8. Think about money.
9. Think about food.
10. Think about clothes.
Okay, this isn't really important, but I wanted to make the number 10 and well, we do need to use our brains when think about how to coordinate etc. Like, unless you don't care about anything. But even t-shirts need some kind of coordination too. You can't pair it off with a formal skirt. Sane people would think you are nuts.
Anyway, I'm suddenly inspired to list more than 10 now.
11. Think about my blogging content.
12. Think about ---
Okay, okay!
The bottom line is, we use our brains in everything we do!
Right?
I wonder how it's still working.
ALL HAIL THE BRAIN!!!
Want to win a Xbox 360 or Microsoft Kinect?? Just play #WhatsYourTalent!!!!! Click and see! =]
Want to win a Xbox 360 or Microsoft Kinect?? Just play #WhatsYourTalent!!!!! Click and see! =]
Edit @ 9.58pm:
OKAY! So er, of all my excitement yesterday, I forgot to say this!
I
GOT
INTO
FINANCE
FOR MY
FINAL
YEAR
SPECIALISATION!!!!!!
AWESOME, RIGHT?
I ♥ MONEY.
XD
So hmmmmm, hand over all your money for me to plan your final years??
Lolol.
Okay, final years sound a bit off.
But hmm, whatever. XD
你爱我 就等你吻我
Ahhhhhhhhh.
So tired!
Sleepy~
Zzzzz.
Hm!
Oh, anyway, finished Otome Yokai Zakuro!
=]
AGEMAKI AND ZAKURO KISSED AT THE LAST EPISODE! ♥
Totally MOE MOE-ISH!
But um, they didn't show us the kiss scene.
-_-
We only see the shadow, lol.
But... It's nice!
=]
Aw, and just wanted to say this-
But I think the ending scene of the opening song of OYZ is really sweet.
Like, there's a scene when it's kind of yellowish?
Agemaki and Zakuro are just like, standing side by side each other.
Then awwwwww~
They held hands!
Like under the tree!
So romantic right?
=]
And it's really cute and sweet which makes me feel sort of warm and fuzzy inside.
Like how Zakuro blush and look at the ground when they held hands!
Awwwwwwww~
=]
Right right.
Enough with this obsession.
HEHE.
XD
Ah, yupp.
Watching Hakuouki Shinsengumi now!
THE BISHIES!!!!!!!!!!!! ♥
Hm, though no other character will probably be more shuai than Dino~~~
XD
I Guess I'm Waiting For That Sunshine
Currently watching: Otome Yokai Zakuro
THIS ANIME IS NICE!!!!!!!!!!
Agemaki and Zakuro are so cute together.
Like, in the way they interact!
=]
There are times when I just wish they'd kiss though.
It'd be so cute!!!
But, I think it's cute too when they don't.
Anyway, it's only the 8th episode.
So it might be fast if they kissed?
Lol.
But... It'd be really nice if they kissed!
Tee hee.
Oh, talking about kiss scenes in anime, I think there are so little of them!
E.g. Lovely Complex- I only remember one scene.
-_-'
And um, I can't remember the others that I've watched.
-_-'''
Hmn.
Hmn.
I don't really watch much anime too.
So that's probably not reliable.
Lol.
Oh, and there seems to be quite a lot of yokai anime/manga?
But it's cool 'cause I think the storyline is cool!
^_^
Kuragehime anime is completed at Episode 12 too.
-_-
I watched it kind of like ongoing-ly, and I didn't even know it ended.
o_o'''
Like, it didn't even feel like it's ending!
Zzz.
Like, Kuranosuke didn't confess to Tsukimi yet.
And the story ended that well, the place they're living at is not shut down.
Their love story is like, just hanging!
Don't know if there's going to be a Season 2?
Well.
I just hope it's not like that for Otome Yokai Zakuro though.
Hmn.
Okay, I better do some work first before watching the rest!
YOSH!
GANBATTE!
Untouchable Burning Brighter Than The Sun
Just read: Sugar Sugar Rune
Actually I think it's really nice! ^_^
And the ending, to me, is pretty nice too.
=]
Like, I kind of disagree with what they said about the ending being bad, lol.
And hahah!
I think it was Akira at the end.
At the last few panels.
=]
Awwwwww~
Anyway, I think it'd be really cool if we knew how others felt about one another just by looking at the color of the hearts!
Ah, and hmn.
This week was pretty fun!
Thursday, got conned by teacher about some fake exam.
LOL.
Lucky there isn't.
=]
Friday, bought clothes and MOMO MANGA!
YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY @ MANGA~
Kind of tried the clothes in the afternoon too.
Hmn...
Anyway, do I really look the type who won't wear a color each on the leg (as in tights?)
Lol.
How High Can The Sycamore Grow
Hiiiiie!
Now I'm in a sort of dilemma to choose my final year's subjects.
It's either Health/Travel for my second choice.
And I'm well, kind of thinking.
Ahh.
I really dislike thinking.
Lol.
Anyhow!
Read some manga today!
The above 3 are all from the same author!
The stories are really touching.
T_T
And this is like, hm, more light-hearted!
Hm.
But all of them deal with sort of darker themes.
Lol.
But rest assured, they are nice! :]
And short too~
WHEEE~
Go read them?
=]
These Are The Things I Can Do Without
I'm most effective when I'm in school!
I don't know why!
Okay, hmn.
Maybe I know.
xD
And it's sort of tiring for me these days.
Can't even meditate.
Like, I think I am just, well, tired.
So when I reach home, my mind is blank.
Seriously!
And I think I consider short time frame like, as a long time.
Wonder if that's got to do with my astrology sign?
:]
Anyway, there's this 13th horoscope.
And well.
Truthfully?
I don't really believe it.
All along, all their analysis has been 12!
And suddenly, now there's a 13th one?
Hm.
Not that I'm against the number 13.
My birth date is that too.
Hehe.
But ah.
I just don't believe it.
Luckily I'm still a Leo.
If I become a Cancer because of this sign.
I'd go nuts.
LOL.
Okay.
Time for me to wrap this up?
I'm typing relatively crappy stuff...
Once Upon A Dream
HI BLOG!
Hmn.
Watched Cinderella today!
Going to do work~
And...
Need to re-do my AB Dip notes, sort of...
T___T
I Can Show You The World
Awww~
Suddenly want to watch all the old Disney movies.
(*^*) /
Okay, need to do my work first...
-_-
Anyway,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HIM! ^^
Only managed to write a Facebook greeting.
Oh well.
That's enough for me now.
=]
'Cause I Get A Thousand Hugs

HI HI! AHEM. SHOWCASING MY ROOM. BAHAHAHAHAHA.
Okay. Only some parts of it, lol. xD
Anyway this is a new shelf! Hehe.
It's quite neat right?
=]

AND THIS IS MY TABLE! LOL!
Er, so I was thinking!
Maybe I'd use operant conditioning on myself.
^_^
Like, buy myself a KHR puzzle to place it on the table walls once I clear this mess.
Whee~
That's a positive reinforcement!
:D
But the thing is, I'd have to think of a case for the puzzle!
How to stabilise it on the wall etc.
Hmm~
The state of my table is indeed horrible... xD

*LETS OUT LOOOOOONG SCREAM*
YAY! Anyway, this is the long awaited manga I wanted to buy!
(And already bought!)
MOMO! ♥
So nice right? The art?
Hmm, my mom said I won't read it again when I bought it.
So it's like a waste of money? But it's so nice!!!!
I read it and it's PLAIN AWESOMENESS.
And the third volume is like, out of stock.
So hm, I'd have to wait till next Friday to get it!
Oh, and I got Comics Connection member card too.
It's $10 and expires next year February!
Hm, actually, I wonder if Kino sells manga at a cheaper price compared to that of C.C.
Lol.
But anyhow, I already got the member card! =D
And ate the KFC egg tart I think the day before yesterday?
And today too!
(No picture for this! Hehe.)
So I ate a total of 2!
Whee~
And I must say it's nice!
I like it.
=]
It's $1.30 each!
When you buy it in bulk - 6, it costs 5 cents cheaper each.
Doesn't make any difference right? -_-
So yupp, try it when you have the chance!
I've Always Gone With The Wind
BOUGHT MOMO MANGA! ♥
Okay, just asked my brother to move aside from the laptop for me to blog this. xD
Back to reading!
( ^_^) /
There's A Sunshine In My Mind
Awwwwww.
Quickly post this before a 'new' day begins. xD
Ahhhh.
So tired!
And...
KHR!!!! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
Chapter 321 IS MOE~
Miss KHR for so long! ( T^T ) /
OMG! THE 'WHAT IF' MINI STORIES ARE SOOOO KAWAII! xD
Do What You Want To Do
FINISHED SHUGO CHARA MANGA!
♥So cute!
=]
Hmmmm.
Thing is, the guys in there are cute.
But not my type.
-_-
Like Ikuto, ahhh, I don't know.
For me, I'd rather I be the one who disappears.
Like, I know it's double standard!
Lol.
I just can't accept guys disappearing and not knowing when they'll appear.
I think it's fun if I were the one doing that.
Just... Not being the one treated like that. XD
And how Ikuto tells Amu no matter where he goes, he'll always go back to Amu.
Aww~
That won't work with me... -_-
I think it's fine if he weren't a boyfriend or whatsoever...
Hm, Tsukasa (Tadase's grown-up version) is better!
Maybe he's more mature.
Hm, but he's not my type too...
Okay!
Frankly speaking!
I don't even know what is my type!
=_____=!
Ahhhh.
Forget it.
Lol.
Character C-Change!




YAY! Currently reading Shugo Chara. Finally some time for me to slack. x_x
AND SHUGO CHARA IS CUTE! =]
Hm~
Ikuto is cute! =]
But he doesn't give me the Dino feeling!
Must be him being kind of cold-ish?
Ah, and talking about Dino, I totally forgot to mention him when I was talking to someone else about the bishies in KHR.
I FORGOT ABOUT DINO!!!!!!!!
CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?!?
T_T
I mentioned hyper Tsuna and Primo...
Not Dino...
Even though he's my first love in KHR...
Feel so guilty now...
Anyhow!
Oh, I saw someone wearing a Mukuro-sama t-shirt in school today.
Exactly the same.
Luckily I didn't wear it.
-_-
Anyway, above pictures all highlight Ikuto!
Hehe!
Credits to Google and their various owners!
=]
是不是一种预告
Above title from one of the lines from 杨丞林's 冷战!
I just felt that it really fit the post today.
Lol.
Er, so just now the HP love charm Jovey gave last year, that I placed on my phone got separated from its red attachment.
:O
And... It's not without reason, lol.
'Cause I was trying to pull it out of a drawer just now.
Then after I pulled it out, it got separated. -_-
And I checked his birthday yesterday again and it was 16th!
Omg~
I think I thought it was the wrong birthdate all along?
Maybe I got it right when I just saw it.
But somehow my brain altered the information. -_-
So!
Maybe all that was a sign?
-_-
I don't know.
Hm.
Maybe I'm just thinking too much about it, haha.
Right-o!
Going to do some work now.
Don't know if I can finish them?
Due tomorrow.
YOSH!
I CAN DO IT!!!
Astrology #102
I guess knowing yourself is good!
So, not doing my homework, I'm off to search for some horoscope thingy. LOL.
So impractical. -_-
NEW MOON NATAL PHASE 0 deg - 45 deg
If you were born into the New Moon Phase of the Lunar Cycle...
You have been born to project yourself into humanity. Because you respond to life more instinctually, you are one who truly lives in the moment, the past having little to do with the decisions you make today. Your intuitive abilities will give you more direction as opposed to conscious, rational reasoning. Because you need total spontaneity, planning ahead is not your best method of operation and may meet with obstacles. Working best without pre-thinking or an elaborate, organized approach, you can totally plunge into new experiences as long as you have the freedom to explore. You may become confused in complex situations where a specific technique or action is expected of you.
Because you were born when there was no light emanating from the Moon, your lesson is to learn your identity, who you are, and how to project it into the world. You may feel that you need to make your mark somewhere this lifetime. Magnetic and shining with personality, many actors and actresses are New Moon people working to project themselves into the spotlight as a career, having the ability to act on impulse and meeting the challenge of the moment. Self centeredness is a necessity for self development. Although the New Moon person needs a certain amount of attention, as the actor needs the audience to project to, the danger that might occur is that this projection is merely the ego bringing itself into view by casting a shadow over everything or everyone else around it. This can cause the alienation of others. It is important to remember your associations are more than the drama or symbology in which that person is involved. In a more refined approach, this projection can take the form of a purpose, or goal, an involvement that is more far reaching than the personal ego.
So wow. Potential actor/actress? :O LOL.
Anyway, oh my god.
Found something about hemisphere!
To see what signs have majority.
Hm.
My Eastern Hemisphere has 6, my Western Hemisphere has 5!
So close.
Wow.
I'm pretty balanced.
Hehe.
Anyway, here goes the intepretation!
The Eastern Hemisphere is comprised of the first 3 and the last 3 houses�in other words, Houses 1, 2, 3, 10, 11, and 12. It is the half of the chart that is on the left. When the majority of planets are found in the Eastern hemisphere, the native is generally self-motivated, initiating, action-oriented, and self-assertive. He or she tends to believe strongly in free will.
Whee~
Hm, then by Northern and Southern hemisphere!
South: 8.
North: 3.
The Southern Hemisphere is comprised of Houses 7 through 12--the upper half of the chart (above the horizon). This is the social, objective, and collective portion of the chart. People with the majority of planets found in the Southern hemisphere tend to be more objective, sociable, and concerned with "outside" events, whether they affect them on a personal level or not.
Wow... Really? @@
Hm...
And by quadrants, I'm more of a Social Identity and Social Expression person.
Wow.
This is cool!
And about North Node thingy!
North Node in Sagittarius and/or in the Ninth House
With North Node in Sagittarius, our South Node is in Gemini. With North Node in the ninth house, our South Node is in the third house.
A tendency to be overwhelmed by information overload, to be mentally over-stimulated to the point of not being able to make effective decisions, to be bound by logic and swamped in details at the expense of our intuition, and to miss the "big picture" are some of the issues this position suggests. With this position, it can be difficult to commit ourselves to any one thing. We need to learn to trust our inner guide—our intuition—in order to uncover more meaning to our lives. Our decisions tend to lead us astray, as we rely too heavily on logic and miss out on the exciting adventures generated from the thrill and satisfaction of following a hunch or a vision. We need to allow ourselves to believe in something that doesn't necessarily make sense, but that frees us from mental anxiety and stress. When we don't commit ourselves to something, we run the risk of appearing superficial or flighty to others. Worst of all, the passion of true discovery eludes us, and we cannot feel whole or satisfied. When we don't have the faith to know who we are and what we believe, even without knowing, we will never come across as sincere or truthful. We cannot inspire others to have faith in us when we do not have faith in ourselves. When we act bravely and impulsively, working on intuition and faith, we free ourselves from the inner turmoil of doubt and too much logic, and find an inner balance that enriches our lives and our souls.
Wow. Astrology is amazing. @@
And I'm surprised I actually can try to interpret what I'm reading.
LOL.
Actually wanted to see what Houses thingy.
But I don't know how to see.
@@
So I'm now at Sun at xxx House, Moon at xxx House etc! =]
Sun in the 7th House:
You take pride in your ability to negotiate, and to establish harmony in your relationships. It is important to you to have a partner, as you feel incomplete without one. You are motivated to become well-liked, and you are especially sensitive to rejection. One of the lessons in your life may be to avoid putting harmony and others' opinions of you above your own needs. Use your social skills and seek out peaceful relations with others, but try not to over-identify with your partnerships and the way you are received by others.
Alternate Interpretation: You are interested in relationships and you do better in life when you undertake tasks with others rather than pursue them alone. You love to share and you give yourself in great measure to your partner. You must learn not to put your objectives aside just because of your compliant nature. You will be successful with the associations that you form and also with people in general thanks to your good manners and charm.
This astrological position suggests eventual success in marriage. You should not hurry yourself nor let impatience get the better of you; the union will reach the promised success when you both have matured. You will choose an authoritative, strong and capable partner of whom you feel proud.
You are likely to win every judgment or legal litigation in which you find yourself involved. -- From the Adult Report.
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Er. Eventual success in marriage?!?!?!?
Moon in the 1st House
Your feelings are right out there for everyone to see, and you can come across as emotional and impatient, or nurturing and caring (or both). Your first reaction is emotional, especially if the Moon is in close proximity (within ten degrees) of the Ascendant degree. You need emotional stimulation, movement, and freedom to express yourself in order to feel happy and fulfilled. Your moods are very changeable, and this can be quite obvious to others. Because of your emotional sensitivity, you might often take things too personally, and react too quickly. Developing an awareness that others' emotions are just as important, even if they are not as overt and immediate as yours, will be important.
*You have a soft exterior and tend to relate very personally and sympathetically to other people. However, you sometimes let your emotions overpower your reasoning and logic, and consequently you are sometimes biased in your opinions. You are impressionable and rather gentle, or at least that is the way you appear. Your feelings are on the surface and you can not hide your emotions.
Lol, Idk... Hm. And my moon's not within ten degrees of the Ascendent degree!
Next~
Mercury in the 7th House
You have a great love of debate, if only to get closer to your own thoughts and opinions. Bouncing ideas off others helps you to make a decision, although coming to definite conclusions can be painfully difficult for you. You see the other side of the coin. You might often play devil's advocate. Communication with a partner is craved, and you also love an audience for your own thoughts and opinions, but preferably a one-person audience, as you come alive verbally when it's one-on-one. You can be quite skilled at keeping a partnership animated and alive with interesting tidbits, new ideas, and stimulating conversation. You can easily become bored in partnership if the lines of communication go down, even temporarily. You might attract partners who are not especially sincere or downright duplicitous. In order to put an end to this pattern, you might try to avoid scheming and overanalyzing in your relationships. You might also love to talk about and analyze relationships and marriage. You get off on new perspectives that partners or good friends give you.
Relationships again. @@
Venus in the 8th House
Intensity is what you seek in your love relationships, so that casual encounters are not necessarily your game. You are easily bored with mechanical interactions between partners, and might prefer drama in your relationships to anything mundane or superficial. However, you also fear being vulnerable in love, and, in youth, you may control your emotions in love. Fears of being betrayed may be at the heart of your somewhat jealous and possessive nature in love. When you give yourself over to love, you love wholeheartedly and expect all-consuming, total devotion and attention in return. You find passion a healing force in your life. Your charm runs deep--just below the surface. You are attracted to all that is taboo, hidden, forbidden, and find beauty in the broken, disenchanted, obsessed, and passionate. In some cases, people with this position might make a business out of love, romance, and eroticism. There is an intensity about you that others pick up readily. Either they run or they are completely intrigued!
...........
Mars in the 5th House
You have a strong love of pleasure, and you tend to directly and perhaps impulsively pursue romance. Many of you are sports lovers, and anything with an element of risk appeals to you or entertains you. You put a lot of energy into the pursuit of entertainment, satisfaction, games, and pleasure. You may be a very active hobbyist. You tend to be very playful and demonstrative, and you could really enjoy putting on a show. You can be very competitive. Your children may be especially active and boisterous.
Sample from the Spirit Success report: You are openly affectionate. Like an engaging puppy, you wheedle to get your way. If an old slipper is torn in the process, you know you'll be forgiven. You shine in physical-contact sports. Your many friends admire you, but relationships suffer because you change partners often. Discipline is a hard, but necessary task-master, if you are to grow beyond the child that is no longer charming, but becomes a foolish adult, clinging to childish ways.
@@ I don't like sports at all...
Jupiter in the Eighth House
You are talented at strategy, research, and investigation. You are able to get to the root of any problem and instinctively feel that this is where the answer lies. You take great pleasure in unraveling mysteries and solving complex problems. You are naturally giving to a partner, both emotionally and materially. You are not easily shocked by taboos.
Really? I can't guess the correct murderer in stories all the time!
@@
And naturally giving? Hm, not really. I expect something in return. LOL.
But I don't know. I'm not at the stage either. -_-
Saturn in the First House |
The first house stands for the way in which an individual projects personal energies onto others. This house is fundamental in defining an individual's personality and Saturn's presence here is particularly significant. Saturn in the first house people might have a stern exterior. People may comment, "You look so different when you smile!" When you smile the stern exterior drops. Saturn's presence in the first house can make you more aware than others of right or wrong in a societal way. Responsibility will be a major concern in your actions. Demands from people around you will dominate your consciousness. You will probably find it extraordinarily difficult to place yourself ahead of others. Guilt and anxiety might haunt you over issues that others, without this influence, might not consider significant. This misplaced guilt and anxiety may create false sentimentality and attachment to surroundings to the point of neurosis. You are hard on yourself. Self-assertion at work and home might be stressful. Develop awareness about your guilt and anxiety attacks. Fight the guilt by thinking things through by yourself or with someone you feel comfortable with. To avoid the guilt and anxiety your best bet is to lay low and first let people around you articulate and take what they want and need. Then take what you want. It's rather important for Saturn first house people to have spouses and partners who understand their self-assertion issue. An understanding spouse or partner will go a long way towards making life pleasant. |
@@ But I don't want to get married...
Think it's quite true about the front part.
I think.
Uranus in the Twelfth House |
A burning need for freedom and a deep altruistic desire to change the world you live in underlie your actions but you will shy away from articulating this need and desire. Depending on your situation this might play out in various ways. As an example, if you are a successful business person, you might join or start a program to encourage young entrepreneurs. Or, you might simply choose to quietly give young entrepreneurs breaks when you can. You will always search for personal freedom and ways to make the world a better place for everyone. In close relationships you will often tend to search for freedom loving and creative people. Keeping the company of creative people will be comforting for you. A career in the sciences or technology may suit you well. You could be artistic and creative as well. No matter what you do, you will find yourself drawn to all that surpasses the limits placed by the world we live in. |
Freedom FTW.
=D
Neptune in the Twelfth House |
You possess exceptional intuition and you are able to draw upon tremendous inner strength and faith when in a pinch, which might surprise others because of your easygoing and possibly even timid manner. You may be exceptionally sensitive but not always able to express your compassion and concern in direct ways, which can give rise to feelings of guilt. If you deny the spiritual side of your nature, you run the risk of chronic discontent, and you may feel very vulnerable to normal changes in life, fearing that you may not be able to handle them. In truth, your faith runs deep and surfaces when you need it most, so this fear is actually ungrounded. You need to learn to believe in yourself, or you might resort to escapist behavior and avoid problems when they do crop up. Some with this position only discover their deep spiritual inclinations later in life, or they are aware of them but have troubles expressing them until they have built a stronger identity. |
Believe in myself.
Hmmmm.
Pluto in 10th House
*You have a powerful sense of destiny and may be unusually, even ruthlessly, ambitious. There is a very driven, compulsive quality to the way you pursue your career or other important life goals, which is likely to win you both staunch admirers and vigorous opponents.
There is a very "radical" side to you, and you may want to remake or change the world in some significant way. Depending on other astrological factors in your chart and your own decisions, you can be either very destructive or a powerful force for healing and positive change in the world.
#Change begins for you when you first feel the tug of ambition - you want something more or better. As you deal with transformation, your goal-oriented behavior becomes spiritual aspiration rather than simple material seeking.
^With Pluto in your 10th House achieving a sense of power can definitely be among your ambitions. This can be a highly creative position for Pluto, since exercising your ability to bring about transformational change and healing through your career path can be quite a challenge. Even if you decide not to follow a career path, you can still be a powerful force in your family and may even play an influential matriarchal role as you mature. However, you're likely to run into power issues with others too, since as you become more adept at moving through the chain of command your presence and strength can attract power struggles with others. This is not the only option, since you may also find that you enjoy rubbing shoulders with the movers and shakers. After all, that's where you belong! But before you can achieve the levels of success you deeply desire, you may have to address buried resentments, guilt or shame which have their origins in your past. In essence, you can become a vessel for regeneration and healing, and your own wounds may be the keys to your power to influence change in the lives of others.
@@ Hm, I do like power. Lol.
Anyway, what's the meaning of the * - ^ symbols?
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Sun opposition Moon
People born when the Sun opposes the Moon have an internal struggle between their needs and their wants. In contrast to the Sun-Moon conjunction personality, the Full Moon personality is inclined towards lack of focus and indecision. Their ability to be objective is both an asset and a liability, simply because when they decide on one route, they are pulled in another direction at the same time. Something tugs at them, and they begin to question their stance. "But what if..." and "on the other hand..." are statements they can't help making and that plague them. While Sun conjunct Moon people have an Aries style about them, Sun opposition Moon natives have a distinct Libra energy about them, in that they are always aware of the opposing point of view, the other side of the coin, and so forth.
Their inner struggle is most obvious in their vitality, as both the Sun and the Moon strongly influence the vitality. They have many ups and downs, and it is hard to know if it is physical or emotional. In fact, it's likely both. These people might spend a week working hard, and the following week they lack motivation and find it hard to accomplish much. Their energy fluctuates more than most people, and it is very much a reflection of what is going on inside.
The messages they received in their early lives in terms of what was expected of them were conflicting, and even opposite. Some people born under the Full Moon viewed their parents as two very different and separate individuals who each wanted something very different from their child. Their parents or parent figures "stood for" two very different things, and their child internalized this. There may have been some emotional frustration in connection with the father and a stifling of the go by the mother.
It is hard for Sun opposition Moon people to find happiness within themselves. They tend to look outside of themselves for fulfillment. They are inclined to form serious relationships at an early age, simply because of this tendency to try to find an answer to happiness from an "other". They are prone to divorce, partly because of this prematurity, and partly because their needs are complicated. Full Moon people are also more apt to seek counseling because of this need to find answers.
These people appear to be very self-aware. They entertain a myriad of different points of view and perspectives. They are excellent psychologists and are able to read character and uncover motivations--but with an important caveat: if they are too emotionally close to the situation, they fumble. The truth is, although they appear to know much about how people tick, they spend a good part of their lives uncovering more of themselves and learning about themselves. Generally, this is done through comparisons or through the mirror of relationships.
They can most certainly frustrate the people who are close to them with their indecisiveness and frequent changes of mind (and of heart). A word to those who deal with this on a day-to-day basis: their changes of heart are not a form of insincerity--they are the result of an internal struggle that is very real and very confusing to live with! Sun opposition Moon people can be temperamental, insecure, and very sensitive. The ability to put themselves in someone else's shoes, and to consider other points of view, is a true asset. However, at some point in their lives, they need to uncover what it is they truly want. This comes easy to New Moon people, and can be a life-long struggle for Full Moon people. On the other hand, it is extremely easy for a Full Moon personality to understand others' points of view--something that doesn't come as easily to a New Moon personality. Sun opposition Moon people are generally interesting and complex. Born under a Full Moon, they can be a bit "loony", perhaps manifesting itself in a unique sense of humor.
Look for a planet that might trine and sextile the Sun-Moon opposition for a way to release the tension the opposition creates. Somehow, some way, through that planet, its sign, and its house position, the Sun opposition Moon person can find an "answer" to the struggle. Look also to the sign polarity involved for more details of the struggle. If it's Aries and Libra, for example, there is a conflict between two equal drives to be independent and to depend on others.
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TRUE TRUE! SOMETIMES I WORK HARD.
THEN THE NEXT I SLACK!
OMG.
IS THIS AN EXCUSE FOR ME NOT TO DO WORK.
LOL.
The rest are @@ to me...
Okay. I think I'll leave the rest to another day!
Going @@.
LOL.
And astrologers must be extremely good in math.
Since there's so many like degree/angle that you have to calculate.
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闪亮钻石糖
Just finished a manga!
Omamori no kamisama.
Link below.
Omg, so touching. (I think)
Feel like crying after I read it...
T_____T
Edit @ 8.40p.m.
OMGGGGGG!
SAW HIM JUST NOW!!!!
^_______^
Only for a while, like we passed by each other.
But so happy...
Like that time when I know he accepted my friend request on Facebook - that sort of happy!
^__^
Hm, but I get a feeling he's being treated like a certain Capricon acquaintance.
*cues rolling eyes please at the mention of that someone*
So that's got to do with his personality perhaps...
Though I think he's definitely so much better than that acquaintance...
BUT I'M SO HAPPY!
So I don't care already.
Lol.
I know it's like just really, er, should be extremely one-sided (LOL)!
But...
Like is like!
Even though when I'm close to him I don't have the doki doki feeling...
Hm...
Actually no one ever gave me that feeling before... -_-
And his birthday is coming!
17th!
OMG!
Should I get him a present?
But it's like @_@, who the heck are you?
Er, since I'm only a member, and he only talked to me bc of CCA duty.
Plus it's in a big group.
So...
I don't think it counts at all.
LOL.
Whaaaa. So sad.
Never mind.
But Idk, what if I don't dare to give it to him?
Bc I have like 2 presents at home.
2 presents I intended to give out, but never did.
One's for Ah gong...
It's during secondary school, then I found out he liked someone.
It's a birthday chain.
April 15th!
Er, if someone has that birthdate, please tell me.
I'll go dig out that present and give it to that person.
Even if I don't know him/her.
Lol.
And another's a Letter 'A' chain!
It's for a poly friend.
But because of some class 'segregation' that happened during first year, I never gave it to her.
Bc well, it's awkward. ]=
Plus, since it's 'A', it's sort of hard to find someone who has a name starting with that...
Zzz.
So that's my sad story...
If I buy, I'd like to buy him a t-shirt.
Probably get one of my friends to pass to him.
Then hm, Idk, it doesn't matter if he knows who gave it to him actually...
Since it'll be so weird.
I DON'T KNOW!
Ahh.
And giving a shirt is like in one of my top to-do lists to buy for a guy I like!
Since er, I had intended to buy a t-shirt for Ah Gong million years ago.
But never even bought it (bc I found he liked someone and my heart was broken, lolol).
And... my subsequent relationships don't seem long enough.
LOL.
Okay, let's not talk about that.
=__=
Sigh!
Doubt anyone will respond to this anyway.
Lol.
Estoy Aburrida
Play the CSI Game on Facebook!
It's fun.
Ho ho ho.
And hmm, wonders when that interest will die. -_-
So bored.
Zzz.
Okay, off to do work.
Lol.
Uh, I'm so bored that I went to search 'I'm bored' in Spanish.
=____=!
Oh, and there's a differentiation between guys and girls for this word!
Hm, but uh, one thing.
I don't know if that source is reliable.
xD
Astrology #101
YAY! I want to talk about my favorite topic.
HOROSCOPES!
OR A.K.A ASTROLOGY!
And of course, since I'm a self-centered Leo, this post will be about me.
LOL.
XD
The Leon Sun/Aquarius Moon combination produces an interesting character blessed with a personality which is extremely attractive to others.
This configuration blends the vitality, warmth, generosity, magnanimity and pride inherent in Leo, with the originality, ingenuity and friendliness inherent in Aquarius.
Whatever these persons undertake is usually met with popular support for they are highly social souls who are both likeable and extroverted.
There is a natural desire for Leo natives governed by an Aquarius Moon to project their personalities into public affairs or activities of a creative nature.
They are exceedingly philosophical individuals, inclined to mental expansion and creativity, but may not be as much purposeful as they are idealistic and romantic.
With regard to the many subjects which will attract the interest of these persons, there will be a sense of sincerity...but not one which is deeply involved and/or committed.
There is a tendency here to "skim the surface" and drift from one idea to the next...never attaining much more than the most superficial understanding of anything.
Leo Sun/Aquarius Moon natives dislike becoming too involved because their interests are so varied.
Thus, they are reluctant to remain focused on one idea or one type of person for long.
Indeed, such romanticism and idealism seems to out-distance any form of ambition and committment in these individuals.
Nevertheless, they do like knowing a "little something" about many different things and usually get along well in life with this gift.
So cool right? =]
Aiya.
So tired already. LOL.
Hehe.
End post!
I Believe
Believe in what you see, or what you hear?
Just a thought when I was washing my plates for breakfast.
LOL.
And I meant the thought as in a person.
Say, you heard something about a person who have depression.
But you know that person.
So, in the sense, you already know the person before you heard the rumours.
If, your impression of that person is one who is cheerful, you'll find those rumours to be fake.
But if the impression isn't good, you'll probably believe anything negative you hear.
You might even talk about what you believe about that person, unconsciously to others.
Okay.
Another example.
This time, you don't know the person.
And you heard rumours.
How will you react?
In that case, if the rumours you heard came from the person who is closest to that person, you'll probably believe it.
Well, because you'll think it is true because of closeness between those people.
The closeness that you believe they share.
Therefore, before you start to even talk or understand that person, your impression of that person already has some kind of a base.
Your impression/judgement/or what you call, will be clouded.
Your actions will already be somewhat changed and not be what you don't know about that person.
But hey, what will you do if others kind of misunderstand you?
Frankly, you can't change anything about it and you know it.
After all, it is someone else's perception that you're talking about.
If you are able to change them, then good for you.
However, things just don't work that way in real life.
Sometimes you can't change about what others think of you.
Nor can they change what you think of them.
It may change over time.
It may not.
So, to live is to adapt.
You will probably change yourself to fit others' ideals.
You probably won't.
Ah well, it is your life.
Do what you want to do that you won't regret when this lifetime is over.
Inspired
Why be so concerned about the Future if you can change that by what you do in the Present?
Phrase inspired after reading Psyren!
I'm currently at 96. =]
This Is The Last Straw
YOSH!
Ahhhh.
I need to add 'do work on time' to my resolutions, lol.
......
Okay!
I saw a funny comic today!
On the Sunday Times.
=D
[From what I remember]
Father: Wow! How cute! Our child is writing new year resolutions!
Mother: =_= No, he's just starting his holiday homework that is due tomorrow.
Lol.
And Kimi no Todoke is nice!
Though there was one part that left me like, =___=.
But it's over now!
Kazehaya and Sawako are very sweet now.
Which is very nice.
=]
And there are some parts that made me laugh out loud. (Y)
The side characters are cute! =]
And hm.
I don't think I'll be able ever be in a relationship like they are now.
Lol.
But who cares?
Wakakaka.
Heee.
Reading Psyren!
It's pretty cool.
=D
♥Manga Recommendations #1
Had enough of whiny female leads in shoujo mangas? Want to scream 'AHHHHHHH' out loud and wish the mangaka would just kill her off?
Well, the good thing is, you are not alone!!!
SO! In this post, I've collated some recent shoujo/shounen mangas that I've read recently. Which doesn't have plot lines that make me want to kill off any of the characters. ^_^

Pandora Hearts
By: Mochizuki Jun
Manga Status: Ongoing
Anime Status: Complete
Summary: I'd say Alice in Wonderland in twists. It does not have the same plot line. It's deeper, has more depth.
Opinion: Totally fiery female lead- Alice! Her and Oz make a cute couple. Ahh, read more to find out! Anyway, I've only watched the anime! Loved the music box's music! Not really sure if there's going to be a Season 2? But I'd totally watch it if there is! (Y)
By: Motomi Kyousuke
Manga Status: Completed
Summary: Ibuki is a really strong female lead! And well, she enters a weird club and it's cool how it all turns out!
Opinion: Nice artwork! Funny plot and it's really enjoyable. One thing is that it's too short! T_T All other works by Motomi Kyousuke recommended! All his stories are nice, and don't have whiny female leads.
Hana No Kishi
By: Nishikata Mai
Manga Status: Ongoing
Summary: Ran becomes Sei's First Knight ever since that day years ago. Now, they have to join hands with the rest of the Knights because it seems that there's an opposing power!
Opinion: Ahhh, hard to say anything without spoiling. Lol. Because when I read it, I was sort of shocked... All I can say is, it's nice! :]

Ouran High School Host Club
By: Hatori Bisco
Manga Status: Completed
Anime Status: Completed
Summary: Haruhi breaks a vase on the day she entered the Host Club's room! It's really expensive. So Haruhi has to pay back using her 'body' by being a member of the Host Club.
Opinion: A lot of things happened! But Haruhi's not the type to back off and stuff. Hm, I think she's pretty expressionless most of the time. Lol. This story has its funny parts and Tamaki is really funny!
Reimei no Arcana
By: Toma Rei
Manga Status: Ongoing
Summary: Nakaba gets married off to Caesar, the Second Prince of the country - Belquat. The aim of this political marriage is to gain peace for the 2 countries. But well, is it all that peaceful after all?
Opinion: Nakaba is a really strong lead! Though she has conflicting feelings. I think. And I think Caesar x Nakaba makes an adorable couple. But Caesar's an ass at the first chapter, so I was pretty hm about him...
Akagami no Shirayukihime
By: Akizuki Sorata
Manga Status: Ongoing
Summary: Shirayuki has a unique hair color - which is red. It's rare in her country. And um, there's a prince at her country who wanted to wed her because of her hair color. -_- So she fled! Whee~
Opinion: Zen x Shirayuki FTW! And Shirayuki is a strong lead. I must say. Not that she has super strength, but she has a pretty strong heart! Like she'll do what she says. ^_^ Other than that, the artwork is simply awesome! The plot line is good. Sort of heart-warming. ^_^
Usotsuki Lily
By: Komura Ayumi
Manga Status: Ongoing
Summary: Hinata gets confessed to a drop-dead gorgeous guy she'd not seen before! However, turns out the guy who confessed to her is actually...?
Opinion: This manga is really funny! And cute. Artwork is good. Not seen mangas with this type of plot before! (Y)
Fairy Tail
By: Mashima Hiro
Manga Status: Ongoing
Anime Status: Ongoing
Summary: Join Fairy Tail in their adventures! Lots of arcs, and it's funny.
Opinion: Okay, so this is the only Shounen manga that's up in this recommendation page. The rest of them, being Shoujo, so that's why I guess there are romance in them? Romance is good. =] But eh wait, Pandora Hearts is Shounen! Oh well...
Anyway! All the females in FT kicks ass! Like hahahha, 'think I can't fight? I'LL SHOW YOU!' So yupp, all of them can fight! Which is totally cool, awesome. (Y)
Yupp, so that ends my manga recommendations for kick-ass female leads. Don't know if it's useful to anyone? But yeap, it's mostly Shoujo. Since I like to read Shoujo, but I don't want to read about whiny female leads. =___=
ANYWAY! Something personal!
I really want to buy Uwasaya though. T_T But it's not available in English/Chinese!!! It's only in Japanese. I like the summary I read. It's about some ghost thingy. I read a oneshot by this mangaka and totally loved it! So I think I can expect the same from this series! But I can't find...
So! I think I'm going to buy Momo by Sakai Mayu. Read its summary and others' feedback on this. It's not typical shoujo. So, yay! There's 5 volumes out there currently! Ahhhhh. Wonder if there's going to be kino sale?
And I really want to buy a good manga series with good art and plot. So I can keep it for keepsake... And well, since the ones I recommended, I've already read them, it's quite -_- for me to buy. I think. So I'm not going to read this!
Anyway picture credits to various sources! Not mine!
Ahn, so this is Manga Recommendations #1!
Stay tuned for more (perhaps). =]
And A New Day Begins!
It's the 1st of 2011!
But somehow, it seems the same as any other day.
Lately, the older I get, the more neutral I'm like when I view things!
It's almost as if I'm not here.
Just looking at things.
=__=
Time to do work! :]
Song Quote of the Day
把自己隐藏起来 想发呆就发呆 想HIGH就HIGH
- 金三角, 蔡依林
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