If I have a next lifetime, I think I'll 100% reincarnate to become a Taurus.
BECAUSE I AM SO SLOW!!!!!!!!
Omg. Cannot stand it myself also. LOL.
Like really, slow reaction time to everything!
Is it because I'm influenced by the Taurses at home?! Somewhat like Baro being influenced by the A-Types. =_='''
Please let me become a better person. /o/
Had the most meaningless day today for my off.
Messed up sleep and spent so much time sleeping today!
Finished one episode of BIG today too.
Left with one episode!!! Then I shall know the ending. Whee~
Couldn't waste this show since I was already nearing the ending.
Shall have the Thousandth Man show thingy on my kdrama list! \o/
Read Love Curse by RebeccaSky on wattpad (the app) on my phone.
The setting is really like my greek story!
Mine is like cupids at work, but hers was descendants of cupids.
But the writer finished the story, unlike me. Lol.
Taylor Swift did a commentary on her VEVO MVs which got more than 100 million views!
So funny the way she explained 'Love Story'.
Like they knew each other in the Victorian era already, haha.
Feel so happy after a day of work and I get to eat! (▰˘◡˘▰)
Had Subway's Veggie Patty continuously for the past 3 days when I had break, lol.
There's a promotion going on. From 24/10 to 30/10.
But the first day I ate it, I didn't know of the promotion. =_='''
Veggie patty is very nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!
RECOMMENDED. (Y)
Edit:
Note to self to watch!
2012-10-08 娛樂百分百 - 蔡依林粉絲同樂會
Part 1 : https://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=311489505625661
Part 2 : https://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=311491328958812
Part 3 : https://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=311491552292123
Throughout my 20 years of living as a human, I feel that I'm exceptionally blessed with an abnormal amount of Scorpio guys in my life.
Romantically involved, or not.
Let me do up a timeline: Primary School
No, this has nothing to do with me. Lol.
So yupp, my primary school best friend likes this scorpio guy. But he likes this 'fake/plastic' girl just bc he thinks she is prettier. >:(
Secondary School
Um, I guess everyone knows about this already, hahaha!
Self-explanatory. ._.
I guess if I face the same situation today, I'd make him choose between his mom or me.
Instead of thinking by myself that break-ups would solve everything.
I have grown? :>
Polytechnic
Was going about finding a boyfriend at some point in my poly life.
And the 'new' guys around me are Scorpios! =_=!!!
Crazy competitive guy in class. Seriously, what the?!
Thought he was humble and everything bc of the teacher's praises everytime.
I definitely did not imagine that glare from him when I topped for 2 tests for my mid-term. =_=
(This is a confession. T__T)
Talked with this online guy from Germany when I went around trolling people about kpop on omegle.
Started talking about music etc! A little about our lives.
Then I found him such a nice person to talk to.
When he asked about exchanging facebook, my defense walls went up though.
But my laptop disconnected, and disconnected me from the chat room too.
So yupp. Nothing happened.
Now I wonder if he really is the person he said he is. Lol. Since it's the internet.
Work
Please check the post regarding the guy from the watch shop who already has a girlfriend. ಠ_ಠ
The most recent one is the vegetarian guy. Lol.
Sigh. Actually, I'd like to confess that I felt irritated with his messages during that last few days before he got out of my life.
For me, I don't need to see you everyday. But at least a text message, updating me about what you are doing isn't asking much right?
This is probably what people think what friends won't do? Lol.
Hmm, for me the line is pretty clear though. If I like you, I like you. If I see you as a friend, then don't even think about it.
This is why I dislike the 暧昧 period. ಥ_ಥ
ANYWAY, FROM THIS, I SECRETLY THINK THAT FATE IS SHIPPING ME WITH SCORPIO GUYS.
ESPECIALLY AROUND 2012. ಥ_ಥ
Is it bc I think I don't want to know any Scopios?!?!?!?!?! ಥ_ಥ
All my encounters with them isn't making me like them anymore than I do now. ಥ_ಥ
Will it work if I think 'I hate Geminis'?!?!?!? ಥ_ಥ
And yupp, it's not like I wanted to generalize Scorpio guys or anything!
Usually, I'd ask straight off first about a person's horoscope. Sigh.
I wonder if I shouldn't ask anymore...
I'm such a cheapo!!! T__T
Get excited when I see cheap stuff or hear about discounts.
Sigh.
Is this what a Leo is supposed to be like?!?!?! Lol.
Just bought 4 pairs of earrings from Gmarket! 50 cents only!!! Omg.
Shall not let my mom know about this yet. Lol.
Was supposed to help my dad see if there's phone cover on offer.
Sigh. Lol.
Anyway, I decided to opt for standard shipping! Means with tracking.
Too paranoid and insecure with nornal postage already.
In the end postage cost is higher than the item cost. Um.
Feel so happy now Idk why!
Must be the red bean milk tea I had just now.
The sugar. Lol.
Yayayayayay~~~ ^^
Anyway, anyone who reads this blog must think the blog writer is a crazy woman.
Lol.
Cause yupp, now I'm a 想幸福的人!!!!!!!! 好渴望爱情!!!!! Omg!!!!!
So yupp. Nvm, just let me drop into this hole. I'm willing to. LOL.
Felt happy when I saw couples just now. Like I'd think 'awwww'.
There was a period of time in poly, that when I see couples I'd feel so scared and anti.
I'd think of, 'Omg, I'll have to face this person the whole time! Can I even do it?!?!?!?!?!'
Commitment phobia literally. =]
SO TIRED TODAY AHHHH.
Manager asked me to go back early.
Bet she thinks I'm affected bc of VG. LOL.
But no! I kept having nightmares, and kept waking up last night. =_=
Couldn't have proper sleep, zzz.
I was like screaming in the dream and I had to force myself to wake up from that dream. Zzzz.
When I fell back to sleep, I had another nightmare. ZZZ.
Now I couldn't remember what the dream was. =_=!!!
Anyway, texted him again today! Sorry I have an impatient character. =]
Said what I wanted to say. Bc well, I have a feeling it's bc of that? But I guess it's not. Lol.
My gut feeling tells me he's depressed right now.
My gut feeling also tells me that today would be the last day we'll message each other.
Hmmmmmmmmmm.
But yupp, no regrets already! =]
Already did all I could. If he doesn't contact me later, I guess our fate is not strong enough.
Your Existing Situation
"Craves change and new things, always looking for new adventures and activities. Becomes restless and frustrated when she has to wait to long for things to develop. her impatience leads to irritability and a desire to move on to the next project."
Your Stress Sources
"Wishes for freedom and independence, free from limitations and restrictions except for the ones she choices to give himself."
Your Restrained Characteristics
"Feels she is getting less than she deserves for all her hard work; however, she makes no effort to change things and tries to make the best of the situation."
His arrogance causes her to take offense quickly. Only those closest to her know deep down she is sensitive and sentimental.
"He is able to find satisfaction through sexual activity, but can be restless and emotionally distant so she never really gets too involved with others."
Your Desired Objective
"Highly optimistic and outgoing personality. Loves to learn new and exciting things, and craves new interests. Looking for a well-rounded life full of success and new experiences. Does not allow herself to be overcome with negative thoughts or self-doubt. Takes life head on, with enthusiasm. "
Your Actual Problem
"Fights resistance or limitations, and insists she is free to develop in her own way. Rewarded by accomplishing things on her own, with little to no help from others."
Hmmmmm. My horoscopes, personality tests results seem to point towards me that I like freedom.
Anyway, I'm super confused about all the 'he' and 'she' in the results interpretation. @@
The part about my existing situation is accurate. I'm impatient and don't like to wait, lol!
I think we need to do personality tests from time to time.
Bc our personality actually changes!
Did this personality test too. Rank these 5 animals in order of preference.
Cow, tiger, pig, horse, sheep.
DON'T SCROLL DOWN UNTIL YOU'VE RANKED IT.
What the animals represent:
Cow - Career
Tiger - Pride
Pig - Money
Horse - Family
Sheep - Love
My order now: Horse, sheep, cow, pig, tiger.
I.e. Family, love, career, money, pride.
So different from what I chose last time!
I think career was first? Family was last, lol.
But I'd forgotten what the animals represent. So yupp.
People should go back and do personality tests from time to time. \o/
I've decided! I'm going to stop expecting anything already. ^^
Think I've recovered already. Lol.
Mood was so affected this morning. Completely no mood for driving.
Dislike the me who is like this. =[
Luckily I have quick recovery skills~
But yupp, regarding the post yesterday on matchmaking session open.
Hmmmmmmmm. Don't think I want a boyfriend anymore. Lolol.
I'd forgotten that with happiness, there'll also be frustration!
Unless the person is Taeil? Then I'll think about it.
Since Taeil doesn't want to get married, we can live happily ever after. ^^
Watched the MV now on my computer and I get a better picture, hahaha!
Feel so much lighter now~
Thank you Block B! ^^
Can't wait to see the BTS parts! Bet they'll be super funny. Lol.
Ty to Louis too!
Ranted about VG. LOL.
But I think bc of the time I told her, I 'cooled' down already? Lol.
Bc on Friday when my colleague asked, I was at the 'Enchanted' (insert Taylor Swift's lyrics) stage.
She asked me to stop smiling, LOLOL!
Dk if I was smiling when I told Louis just now. Sigh. =_='''
But really. Do Scorpios have PMS? Or did I say something that offended him unknowingly?! ಠ_ಠ
Favorite Song at the moment is Jolin's Friday the 13th.
SINGLES FTW.
Anyway, CT, if you're reading this, I think I'm open to matchmaking again. LOLOL.
But please don't match make me with someone who likes another person already. =_=
Edit:
Maybe I should just become a nun and stay clear from all emotions.
No hate; no love.
Let go and be empty.
Quote (from the post):
After thinking for a very, very, very long time, I think I will choose Jinyoung. LOL. Bc I’d like a guy who will surprise me all the time - i.e. sending me a message all of a sudden; call me when I least expect it; giving me stuff for no reason; disappear (sometimes) when I wish to find him; does his best in what he does and doesn’t mind me being ‘better’ than him etc. Me and my weird philosophy. Lolz. So somehow, except for Jinyoung, I kind of can’t picture the rest of the B1A4 doing this. Hahaha. I shall overlook his horoscope which is Scorpio. T_T So yupp. I think. Lol.
So tired. Feel old. Only did a little but I'm so tired alr!!!
Sigh.
Hope I can eat all the oily food in the world without having to care about making myself ugly. UGH.
But luckily for this aspect on myself, that I think I'm healthy to a certain extent. Lol.
Think my laptop PMS-es like me. Lol.
Sometimes problematic! Think I should change a new one. Shall control and save!!!
Anyway, super excited today when Oppa Gangnam Style played at Body Shop. LOLOL.
Heard Hyunah's voice, so I think this is Hyunah's version!
Next song was Big Bang's Fantastic Baby. OMGGGG.
At first I thought it was GD's new song. But on my way home, I think that song was FB. Lol.
Then got so excited when the song started that I kept smiling at the customer. LOL.
Crazy woman.
Then think bc my excitement showed too much, my colleague changed the CD.
Then I calmed down, hahahaha!
But sadly, heard that the CD only has 2 korean songs.
And Big Bang's FB only started for a while. T___T
Think I cannot listen to kpop songs when I drive in the future.
Dk what I'd do when I'm excited. LOLOL.
Jolin released another MV few days ago! ♡(*´∀`*)人(*´∀`*)♡
Jolin is so pretty! (〜 ̄▽ ̄)〜
The dance is very expressive too!
So cool. (Y) Think it'd be very cool if SHINee does this kind of dance. *_*
Saw the comments it's called lyrical dance! Never seen this before.
But one thing I don't like about Jolin's songs are that her slow songs, are usually about girls changing for their guys.
Zzzzzz. WHYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
This is why I prefer Rainie's and Hebe's!
Their lyrics are more me I think.
I wonder if anyone comes to my blog and think, 'This girl is so shallow ಠ_ಠ'. Lol.
Anyway, I really want to get Hebe style clothings for CNY!!!
Must stay focused!!!!!!
Randomly went to google 'Kpop no make up' and got a shock of my life.
Lol. Anyway, some of them say they didn't put make up.
But they obviously did put some inner eyeliner for some. =_='''
Edit @ 11pm [At episode 8 of BIG atm]:
Ahhhhh!!! Why are people (especially parents) so fixated on marriage?
If 2 people like each other, can't they not get married?!?!?!?
All these structures in society. (╯°□°)╯︵ ┻━┻
A normal person needs to have high education, get married, have children.
Omg. All these! (╯°□°)╯︵ ┻━┻
I shall update a fanaccount of Skarf's autograph session! :>
Went there at 12+pm to join Louis in the queue!
My tea-time? Lol.
Then got these postcards!
They were at $2 each~
Went to the venue at 5+pm? Where I was at before I got further center-ish!
Got in the queue! I'm number 29. \o/
Skarf was there before they came down!
Too bad the person's head in front of was.....
But yes, they were there. LOL.
Didn't even realise the head there till I put the photo in this post. Lol.
'We are the Skarf!' I think?
They came at around 6.30pm! Quite on time. ^^
Ferlyn forever blocked.
I have the skills to be a photographer.
I swear. Lololol.
MC first. Tried to entertain us!
I think their gifts should have been better though. Like maybe an autographed postcard. Idk.
Then Skarf came! Introduced themselves.
Thought my bias was going to be Jenny! But um. Her introduction in that Chinese speech. T__T
But she's really pretty! Look so different in her videos.
They should put lighter eye make up on her!
Sponsor from GIANT came later to give a speech. Quite um IMO.
Then long photography session? Can't remember.
Then games! There are 2 games.
One is a drawing one, the other I forgot. Was it the birthday surprise? There is one planned for Tasha~
Actually though I think I can draw better than them, I don't have the guts to go up.
Bc I quite honestly feel fans of theirs should go.
Instead of me...............
Actually the whole time I was feeling quite guilty bc true fans of theirs would rather be where I was at right! I was at quite a good standing spot.
But yupp, back to the topic, if it's Block B or B1A4 I'd fight to go up!!!!!!!!!!
Those who went up are very lucky. They got the signature of the ones they drew!
Then Sol waved at us!! Omg.
Kept looking at her too bc she was so pretty and cute!
Cannot believe it! But think she should be waving at Louis and I since only we waved to her.
Had the same reaction as when B1A4/Taeil waved. Stunned.
Anyway her hair is so pretty! Can someone help me do that hairstyle. T_T
Fast forward, the autograph session came!
My autographed postcard! Omg!
Before I got up the stage, I couldn't believe it omg.
I guess stars give off a different aura?
Felt like I was frozen really!!
Totally the same with Hebe's fansign.
So Ferlyn was first and she's very friendly!
Like her. Told her 'jia you!' =]
Sol was next! Said 'nomu yeppeo' actually but dk if she heard it since she didn't really answer.
Lol.
Tasha was next. Think she's quite cool. A bit cold? Idk. In the videos, I like her more though. Idk.
Jenny was last! Dk if I said anything to her. Bc she was last I was in a stressful state like I had to go off stage alr.
So I asked for all of them for a handshake except for Jenny's. T__T
Anyway, Jenny looks really pretty and mature (for her age) closeup. :O
Throughout, I felt like I was a stick. Bc I was so frozen!!
Made myself know how to walk down. Bc I didn't know how to leave the other time with Hebe, hahaha!
Courtesy to Amanda:
Me having a handshake with Tasha.
The first thing of what I saw was MY LEGS WERE SO WIDE APART.
Apparently, though I felt like a stick, I also LOOKED like one. LOLOL.
Omg. But really, why am I like this, hahahaha!!!!
I think I probably looked like this too during Hebe's fansign, lol!
Anyway, note to all for self-entertainment purposes when waiting:
Bring magazines, paper etc
Have a fully-charged phone
So yupp! =]
Really ty to Louis for asking me to go!
And I think I catch myself on a picture in Ah Ken's 1003 fb page. Lol.
But nvm, only those who see carefully can see. Hehe.
Guess being at the front is like this, lol.
But the view is really good! *_*
Anyway, Idk what to do with my Aquarius + Leo combination.
Really hate to be ordered irregardless who that is. (Yes, even a customer! Lol!)
The more you want me to do something, the more I won't want to do it.
If I have a next lifetime, I think I'll 100% reincarnate to become a Taurus.
BECAUSE I AM SO SLOW!!!!!!!!
Omg. Cannot stand it myself also. LOL.
Like really, slow reaction time to everything!
Is it because I'm influenced by the Taurses at home?! Somewhat like Baro being influenced by the A-Types. =_='''
Please let me become a better person. /o/
Had the most meaningless day today for my off.
Messed up sleep and spent so much time sleeping today!
Finished one episode of BIG today too.
Left with one episode!!! Then I shall know the ending. Whee~
Couldn't waste this show since I was already nearing the ending.
Shall have the Thousandth Man show thingy on my kdrama list! \o/
Read Love Curse by RebeccaSky on wattpad (the app) on my phone.
The setting is really like my greek story!
Mine is like cupids at work, but hers was descendants of cupids.
But the writer finished the story, unlike me. Lol.
Taylor Swift did a commentary on her VEVO MVs which got more than 100 million views!
So funny the way she explained 'Love Story'.
Like they knew each other in the Victorian era already, haha.
Feel so happy after a day of work and I get to eat! (▰˘◡˘▰)
Had Subway's Veggie Patty continuously for the past 3 days when I had break, lol.
There's a promotion going on. From 24/10 to 30/10.
But the first day I ate it, I didn't know of the promotion. =_='''
Veggie patty is very nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!
RECOMMENDED. (Y)
Edit:
Note to self to watch!
2012-10-08 娛樂百分百 - 蔡依林粉絲同樂會
Part 1 : https://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=311489505625661
Part 2 : https://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=311491328958812
Part 3 : https://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=311491552292123
Throughout my 20 years of living as a human, I feel that I'm exceptionally blessed with an abnormal amount of Scorpio guys in my life.
Romantically involved, or not.
Let me do up a timeline: Primary School
No, this has nothing to do with me. Lol.
So yupp, my primary school best friend likes this scorpio guy. But he likes this 'fake/plastic' girl just bc he thinks she is prettier. >:(
Secondary School
Um, I guess everyone knows about this already, hahaha!
Self-explanatory. ._.
I guess if I face the same situation today, I'd make him choose between his mom or me.
Instead of thinking by myself that break-ups would solve everything.
I have grown? :>
Polytechnic
Was going about finding a boyfriend at some point in my poly life.
And the 'new' guys around me are Scorpios! =_=!!!
Crazy competitive guy in class. Seriously, what the?!
Thought he was humble and everything bc of the teacher's praises everytime.
I definitely did not imagine that glare from him when I topped for 2 tests for my mid-term. =_=
(This is a confession. T__T)
Talked with this online guy from Germany when I went around trolling people about kpop on omegle.
Started talking about music etc! A little about our lives.
Then I found him such a nice person to talk to.
When he asked about exchanging facebook, my defense walls went up though.
But my laptop disconnected, and disconnected me from the chat room too.
So yupp. Nothing happened.
Now I wonder if he really is the person he said he is. Lol. Since it's the internet.
Work
Please check the post regarding the guy from the watch shop who already has a girlfriend. ಠ_ಠ
The most recent one is the vegetarian guy. Lol.
Sigh. Actually, I'd like to confess that I felt irritated with his messages during that last few days before he got out of my life.
For me, I don't need to see you everyday. But at least a text message, updating me about what you are doing isn't asking much right?
This is probably what people think what friends won't do? Lol.
Hmm, for me the line is pretty clear though. If I like you, I like you. If I see you as a friend, then don't even think about it.
This is why I dislike the 暧昧 period. ಥ_ಥ
ANYWAY, FROM THIS, I SECRETLY THINK THAT FATE IS SHIPPING ME WITH SCORPIO GUYS.
ESPECIALLY AROUND 2012. ಥ_ಥ
Is it bc I think I don't want to know any Scopios?!?!?!?!?! ಥ_ಥ
All my encounters with them isn't making me like them anymore than I do now. ಥ_ಥ
Will it work if I think 'I hate Geminis'?!?!?!? ಥ_ಥ
And yupp, it's not like I wanted to generalize Scorpio guys or anything!
Usually, I'd ask straight off first about a person's horoscope. Sigh.
I wonder if I shouldn't ask anymore...
I'm such a cheapo!!! T__T
Get excited when I see cheap stuff or hear about discounts.
Sigh.
Is this what a Leo is supposed to be like?!?!?! Lol.
Just bought 4 pairs of earrings from Gmarket! 50 cents only!!! Omg.
Shall not let my mom know about this yet. Lol.
Was supposed to help my dad see if there's phone cover on offer.
Sigh. Lol.
Anyway, I decided to opt for standard shipping! Means with tracking.
Too paranoid and insecure with nornal postage already.
In the end postage cost is higher than the item cost. Um.
Feel so happy now Idk why!
Must be the red bean milk tea I had just now.
The sugar. Lol.
Yayayayayay~~~ ^^
Anyway, anyone who reads this blog must think the blog writer is a crazy woman.
Lol.
Cause yupp, now I'm a 想幸福的人!!!!!!!! 好渴望爱情!!!!! Omg!!!!!
So yupp. Nvm, just let me drop into this hole. I'm willing to. LOL.
Felt happy when I saw couples just now. Like I'd think 'awwww'.
There was a period of time in poly, that when I see couples I'd feel so scared and anti.
I'd think of, 'Omg, I'll have to face this person the whole time! Can I even do it?!?!?!?!?!'
Commitment phobia literally. =]
SO TIRED TODAY AHHHH.
Manager asked me to go back early.
Bet she thinks I'm affected bc of VG. LOL.
But no! I kept having nightmares, and kept waking up last night. =_=
Couldn't have proper sleep, zzz.
I was like screaming in the dream and I had to force myself to wake up from that dream. Zzzz.
When I fell back to sleep, I had another nightmare. ZZZ.
Now I couldn't remember what the dream was. =_=!!!
Anyway, texted him again today! Sorry I have an impatient character. =]
Said what I wanted to say. Bc well, I have a feeling it's bc of that? But I guess it's not. Lol.
My gut feeling tells me he's depressed right now.
My gut feeling also tells me that today would be the last day we'll message each other.
Hmmmmmmmmmm.
But yupp, no regrets already! =]
Already did all I could. If he doesn't contact me later, I guess our fate is not strong enough.
Your Existing Situation
"Craves change and new things, always looking for new adventures and activities. Becomes restless and frustrated when she has to wait to long for things to develop. her impatience leads to irritability and a desire to move on to the next project."
Your Stress Sources
"Wishes for freedom and independence, free from limitations and restrictions except for the ones she choices to give himself."
Your Restrained Characteristics
"Feels she is getting less than she deserves for all her hard work; however, she makes no effort to change things and tries to make the best of the situation."
His arrogance causes her to take offense quickly. Only those closest to her know deep down she is sensitive and sentimental.
"He is able to find satisfaction through sexual activity, but can be restless and emotionally distant so she never really gets too involved with others."
Your Desired Objective
"Highly optimistic and outgoing personality. Loves to learn new and exciting things, and craves new interests. Looking for a well-rounded life full of success and new experiences. Does not allow herself to be overcome with negative thoughts or self-doubt. Takes life head on, with enthusiasm. "
Your Actual Problem
"Fights resistance or limitations, and insists she is free to develop in her own way. Rewarded by accomplishing things on her own, with little to no help from others."
Hmmmmm. My horoscopes, personality tests results seem to point towards me that I like freedom.
Anyway, I'm super confused about all the 'he' and 'she' in the results interpretation. @@
The part about my existing situation is accurate. I'm impatient and don't like to wait, lol!
I think we need to do personality tests from time to time.
Bc our personality actually changes!
Did this personality test too. Rank these 5 animals in order of preference.
Cow, tiger, pig, horse, sheep.
DON'T SCROLL DOWN UNTIL YOU'VE RANKED IT.
What the animals represent:
Cow - Career
Tiger - Pride
Pig - Money
Horse - Family
Sheep - Love
My order now: Horse, sheep, cow, pig, tiger.
I.e. Family, love, career, money, pride.
So different from what I chose last time!
I think career was first? Family was last, lol.
But I'd forgotten what the animals represent. So yupp.
People should go back and do personality tests from time to time. \o/
I've decided! I'm going to stop expecting anything already. ^^
Think I've recovered already. Lol.
Mood was so affected this morning. Completely no mood for driving.
Dislike the me who is like this. =[
Luckily I have quick recovery skills~
But yupp, regarding the post yesterday on matchmaking session open.
Hmmmmmmmm. Don't think I want a boyfriend anymore. Lolol.
I'd forgotten that with happiness, there'll also be frustration!
Unless the person is Taeil? Then I'll think about it.
Since Taeil doesn't want to get married, we can live happily ever after. ^^
Watched the MV now on my computer and I get a better picture, hahaha!
Feel so much lighter now~
Thank you Block B! ^^
Can't wait to see the BTS parts! Bet they'll be super funny. Lol.
Ty to Louis too!
Ranted about VG. LOL.
But I think bc of the time I told her, I 'cooled' down already? Lol.
Bc on Friday when my colleague asked, I was at the 'Enchanted' (insert Taylor Swift's lyrics) stage.
She asked me to stop smiling, LOLOL!
Dk if I was smiling when I told Louis just now. Sigh. =_='''
But really. Do Scorpios have PMS? Or did I say something that offended him unknowingly?! ಠ_ಠ
Favorite Song at the moment is Jolin's Friday the 13th.
SINGLES FTW.
Anyway, CT, if you're reading this, I think I'm open to matchmaking again. LOLOL.
But please don't match make me with someone who likes another person already. =_=
Edit:
Maybe I should just become a nun and stay clear from all emotions.
No hate; no love.
Let go and be empty.
Quote (from the post):
After thinking for a very, very, very long time, I think I will choose Jinyoung. LOL. Bc I’d like a guy who will surprise me all the time - i.e. sending me a message all of a sudden; call me when I least expect it; giving me stuff for no reason; disappear (sometimes) when I wish to find him; does his best in what he does and doesn’t mind me being ‘better’ than him etc. Me and my weird philosophy. Lolz. So somehow, except for Jinyoung, I kind of can’t picture the rest of the B1A4 doing this. Hahaha. I shall overlook his horoscope which is Scorpio. T_T So yupp. I think. Lol.
So tired. Feel old. Only did a little but I'm so tired alr!!!
Sigh.
Hope I can eat all the oily food in the world without having to care about making myself ugly. UGH.
But luckily for this aspect on myself, that I think I'm healthy to a certain extent. Lol.
Think my laptop PMS-es like me. Lol.
Sometimes problematic! Think I should change a new one. Shall control and save!!!
Anyway, super excited today when Oppa Gangnam Style played at Body Shop. LOLOL.
Heard Hyunah's voice, so I think this is Hyunah's version!
Next song was Big Bang's Fantastic Baby. OMGGGG.
At first I thought it was GD's new song. But on my way home, I think that song was FB. Lol.
Then got so excited when the song started that I kept smiling at the customer. LOL.
Crazy woman.
Then think bc my excitement showed too much, my colleague changed the CD.
Then I calmed down, hahahaha!
But sadly, heard that the CD only has 2 korean songs.
And Big Bang's FB only started for a while. T___T
Think I cannot listen to kpop songs when I drive in the future.
Dk what I'd do when I'm excited. LOLOL.
Jolin released another MV few days ago! ♡(*´∀`*)人(*´∀`*)♡
Jolin is so pretty! (〜 ̄▽ ̄)〜
The dance is very expressive too!
So cool. (Y) Think it'd be very cool if SHINee does this kind of dance. *_*
Saw the comments it's called lyrical dance! Never seen this before.
But one thing I don't like about Jolin's songs are that her slow songs, are usually about girls changing for their guys.
Zzzzzz. WHYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
This is why I prefer Rainie's and Hebe's!
Their lyrics are more me I think.
I wonder if anyone comes to my blog and think, 'This girl is so shallow ಠ_ಠ'. Lol.
Anyway, I really want to get Hebe style clothings for CNY!!!
Must stay focused!!!!!!
Randomly went to google 'Kpop no make up' and got a shock of my life.
Lol. Anyway, some of them say they didn't put make up.
But they obviously did put some inner eyeliner for some. =_='''
Edit @ 11pm [At episode 8 of BIG atm]:
Ahhhhh!!! Why are people (especially parents) so fixated on marriage?
If 2 people like each other, can't they not get married?!?!?!?
All these structures in society. (╯°□°)╯︵ ┻━┻
A normal person needs to have high education, get married, have children.
Omg. All these! (╯°□°)╯︵ ┻━┻
I shall update a fanaccount of Skarf's autograph session! :>
Went there at 12+pm to join Louis in the queue!
My tea-time? Lol.
Then got these postcards!
They were at $2 each~
Went to the venue at 5+pm? Where I was at before I got further center-ish!
Got in the queue! I'm number 29. \o/
Skarf was there before they came down!
Too bad the person's head in front of was.....
But yes, they were there. LOL.
Didn't even realise the head there till I put the photo in this post. Lol.
'We are the Skarf!' I think?
They came at around 6.30pm! Quite on time. ^^
Ferlyn forever blocked.
I have the skills to be a photographer.
I swear. Lololol.
MC first. Tried to entertain us!
I think their gifts should have been better though. Like maybe an autographed postcard. Idk.
Then Skarf came! Introduced themselves.
Thought my bias was going to be Jenny! But um. Her introduction in that Chinese speech. T__T
But she's really pretty! Look so different in her videos.
They should put lighter eye make up on her!
Sponsor from GIANT came later to give a speech. Quite um IMO.
Then long photography session? Can't remember.
Then games! There are 2 games.
One is a drawing one, the other I forgot. Was it the birthday surprise? There is one planned for Tasha~
Actually though I think I can draw better than them, I don't have the guts to go up.
Bc I quite honestly feel fans of theirs should go.
Instead of me...............
Actually the whole time I was feeling quite guilty bc true fans of theirs would rather be where I was at right! I was at quite a good standing spot.
But yupp, back to the topic, if it's Block B or B1A4 I'd fight to go up!!!!!!!!!!
Those who went up are very lucky. They got the signature of the ones they drew!
Then Sol waved at us!! Omg.
Kept looking at her too bc she was so pretty and cute!
Cannot believe it! But think she should be waving at Louis and I since only we waved to her.
Had the same reaction as when B1A4/Taeil waved. Stunned.
Anyway her hair is so pretty! Can someone help me do that hairstyle. T_T
Fast forward, the autograph session came!
My autographed postcard! Omg!
Before I got up the stage, I couldn't believe it omg.
I guess stars give off a different aura?
Felt like I was frozen really!!
Totally the same with Hebe's fansign.
So Ferlyn was first and she's very friendly!
Like her. Told her 'jia you!' =]
Sol was next! Said 'nomu yeppeo' actually but dk if she heard it since she didn't really answer.
Lol.
Tasha was next. Think she's quite cool. A bit cold? Idk. In the videos, I like her more though. Idk.
Jenny was last! Dk if I said anything to her. Bc she was last I was in a stressful state like I had to go off stage alr.
So I asked for all of them for a handshake except for Jenny's. T__T
Anyway, Jenny looks really pretty and mature (for her age) closeup. :O
Throughout, I felt like I was a stick. Bc I was so frozen!!
Made myself know how to walk down. Bc I didn't know how to leave the other time with Hebe, hahaha!
Courtesy to Amanda:
Me having a handshake with Tasha.
The first thing of what I saw was MY LEGS WERE SO WIDE APART.
Apparently, though I felt like a stick, I also LOOKED like one. LOLOL.
Omg. But really, why am I like this, hahahaha!!!!
I think I probably looked like this too during Hebe's fansign, lol!
Anyway, note to all for self-entertainment purposes when waiting:
Bring magazines, paper etc
Have a fully-charged phone
So yupp! =]
Really ty to Louis for asking me to go!
And I think I catch myself on a picture in Ah Ken's 1003 fb page. Lol.
But nvm, only those who see carefully can see. Hehe.
Guess being at the front is like this, lol.
But the view is really good! *_*
Anyway, Idk what to do with my Aquarius + Leo combination.
Really hate to be ordered irregardless who that is. (Yes, even a customer! Lol!)
The more you want me to do something, the more I won't want to do it.
Mrs. Cavallone. Currently living happily with her husband in a house in Italy. Likes to eat snacks and tidbits. Spazzes about kpop, cpop, anime and manga. Also, she is learning how to drive. Thinks that when she gets her license, she will drive just like her idol, Jung Jinyoung. She writes occasionally too when she is in the mood. Hates to be told what to do irregardless who that comes from. A Leo with moon in Aquarius.
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