I can't sleep with you, next to me
There are times when I start thinking deeply.
Like really analytically, and I get really tired of humans.
"You only hang out with those who benefit you, right?"
As quoted by one of the sentences said by the teacher who taught Interpersonal Communication.
I guess it is true.
Even the tiniest thing, like 'I hang out with xxx because I think it is fun to be with xxx!'
That, in itself, is a benefit.
Sometimes, I wonder if I am a little over?
But seriously, the things I do when I am thinking is different.
Sometimes I hold it in.
Sometimes I don't.
But there are times when I really don't care about stuff.
And just -BAM-.
I really don't care.
I just want it over and done with.
I guess I am pretty bitchy sometimes.
But, being bitchy is really fun when you are pissed.
Haaa.
I am so tired with life.
With people.
Why do we even need to interact with people?
As in I don't mind my family.
I love them, frankly.
Most of the time I take them for granted.
Or start rebelling for the sake of it.
But hmm.
People in general.
Outsiders.
Ah, well.
When I am in my 'normal' mood, I may think that I myself is crazy thinking about this.
But well.
For this moment.
I just feel this way.
And well.
That's about this post.
-AND TA-DA! FINALLY DONE EDITING THE NEW BLOGSKIN! YIPPEE!-
And time flies.
It's December.
I wonder if I'll sit and stare at my blog some day and think,
OMG, I'm 50!
So this is what I thought about when I'm 18!
HAAAAAAAAA.
Okay.
Feeling extremely not very hyper/positive now.
Pretty neutral.
o__o
END POST.
