Big Girls Don't Cry
Ahhhhhhhh.
This post is going to sound super bitchy so don't read if you're already feeling like $%^&*.
The negative energy will increase, so it's not a good thing...
Lol.
So! I went to cut my hair just now.
And I cried after that....
Bc well, I do things based on what I feel like doing.
So I just went and cut it.
Actually thinking about it now, it's not the hairdresser's fault.
I went there and said I wanted to cut my hair.
Talking about my ends.
Bc earlier I had this bob cut sort of, and as my hair grows, the ends sort of become weird.
Idk, IMO.
Actually I would have cut it earlier this month with my mom but she said if I'm going to spend the money, I better cut more hair. o_o
Like, of course not! I wanted to leave my hair long for SIP!!!
So when the hairdresser asked me if I wanted to cut my hair just now, I thought okay.
Then I gestured the length thinking it was like one/two inches...
I took off my spectacles and let her cut it.
I had a bad feeling, to be honest.
I could feel the ends of my hair being cut. I think.
Then when the cut was over, I was like- OMG, SO SHORT!
After which, I paid for the haircut etc, then was like thinking:
WTS, MY HAIR IS SO SHORT NOW.
Then after that, I started crying. =_=
So now when I finger my hair, I think it was at that length I gestured.
I swear next time I will say how many inches instead of gesturing.
$%^&*(
Or I'll never visit a salon again and cut it myself, like I did before.
I swear, at this rate, I'd never be able to leave long my hair...
Poor self. I think people would think what is this kid doing here at (SIP placement).
Ahhhh.
Feel like crying again.
T_T
But I deserve it, so just accept it and get over it...
I hope by August 13 my hair would be nice at least.
And on September 10 my hair would be long so I can wear pretty stuff.
T__T
P.S. Do my hair look like they are very 分开 before? My mom said that, so when the hairdresser asked if I wanted to 剪薄, I said no. And my mom says my hair looks ok now. Ahhh. Why am I so influenced by my mom's words?!?! About money, about hair, about everything... T__T
