Reach Out To You
Last day of 2011! Time flies so quickly.
Omg. Went back to my December 2010 archive and saw the word 'SHINee' on the 23rd post. :O
I knew them from that long ago? LOL.
Can't remember. Hehehe.
Shall do a recap for this year!
I think this is a very good year for me bc I keep chasing stars. HAHAHA.
And had a lot of 'First's this year too! Especially the later part of the year. Lolol.
Like:
- First Fansign - Hebe (^^)
- First Korean Concert - SHINee, SWC
- First Korean Album - Let's Fly, B1A4
- First Korean Showcase - Block B
- First Boy Band That Made Me Go Crazy - SHINee
- First Korean Variety Show - Hello Baby
- First Korean Bias - Taemin (T__T)
- First Photobook - B1A4
- First live streaming - 2011 Idol Sports Athletics Championship
- First Korean Star to be breathing the same air in the same building - B1A4 (@ Iluma)
- First Korean Idol to meet so close in person - Teen Top
- First time dyeing my hair
- First time drinking alcohol - which is so disgusting.
- First time doing a fanboard
- First time going to the airport to fetch stars - 2NE1 (though they didn't come out ._.)
- First time going to the airport - Block B (^^)
- First human (and current) wallpaper on my desktop- SHINee The First. Hehehe.
- First time earning the most income in my life so far (bc of internship. LOL)
- First time topping in my financial cluster in term tests :O
- First time experiencing paranormal activity that is so strong (T__T)
- First time being so politically enthusiastic (LOL)
- First time going for anime convention (Edited. Hehe)
So yupp. Hehehe. Can't think of anymore. But most of these happened in the later part of the year!
Yayayayayay.
Most of them got to do with chasing stars. HAHAHA.
I think I'm crazy. Lol.
But so happy I got to know Kpop! Like SJ, 2NE1 etc too. =D
I'm still reading all my manga and anime too. ^^
Interests broadened way too much. T___T
Lol.
So let's look at last year's post. Hehehe.
Resolutions for the Year 20111. Get good grades.Wheeee~2. Sort of given up on love. -_-Just well, let's see how the flow goes. Flow with the wind!Because having a guy doesn't secure me with money (i.e. job wise).=____=3. Become a better human.It's just that I clam up at the most ugh times!Like when people try to talk with me, my head just goes blank.Even though I really hope to come up with something to talk about.Zzz.4. Draw better manga. :]5. Improve my html/x-html coding thingy!6. Have higher self-esteem.Stop thinking that I'm inferior to people. Zzz.7. Stop thinking too much and be depressed!!!! -_-
Hmmmm.
1) is okay. But to be improved! Must never think it's enough. Bc you'll be too relax and grades will go down. Lol.
2) isn't in consideration already. HAHAHA.
3) still need to improve. I'm still very narrow-minded at times. T__T
4) lost interest in manga drawing already. LOL.
5) lost interest. HAHA.
6) yupp yupp.
7) don't really think much already. Lolol.
So yupp. Shall not write so much resolutions for 2011. Hahahahaha.
Resolutions for the Year 2011
[ ] Have a clearer idea of where to go to in the future[ ] Continue to be a better human
Even if I may break it, it's still better to write them down.
LOLOL.
Ahhhh, I'm feeling better about Block B leaving already. =D
And omg.
All these kpop people always give me conflicting feelings.
Like Taemin, I feel like a pedo!!!!!
Onew, makes me feel so guilty like I'm cheating on Taemin!!!!!!
Gongchan, so handsome. Makes me feel like changing him to #2 in B1A4 but Sandeul waved at Louis and me on August 8. T__T
Taeil, ahhhh. You ah. Sometimes I look at you want to laugh. Sometimes think you so cute want to squish you. Then when I look at your derp face, I feel scarred. LOL. Then I think of your wave the day before. And so cute. Omggggg.
SUCH CONFLICTING FEELINGS, DO YOU UNDERSTAND TAEIL!!!!
But hmm, hope you'll remember me even though it seems you like Taeyeon from SNSD - who I am of no resemblance of? LOL.
Okay. End post! Hope 2012 will be a good year!! ^^