Tbqh, the world revolves around winning.
Failure = worthless.

Failed my TP test today.
Already expected it since the tester said immediate failure bc I hit the cone. Haha. =_=
Never hit it before. Zzz.
So yupp, nvm.

Went home and got criticized by parents.
Said if they're going to say anymore, I'm going to cry. Then my mom said are you that fragile?!
Zzzz.

Everytime parents say they think if you do okay it's good enough, it's a lie.
Zzzzz.

Feeling extremely sian bc fail = retake = need more money.
Need to relocate my finances.
The next time I fail, I'm not going to retake, bc I won't have anymore money since I'd not be working.
Plus, I have to pass within 2 years of FTT.

Sigh. Hate this so much. ._.

It was the same during SYF band. We got bronze. Principal said if we got a silver, we could go overseas.
When the results was out when we got bronze, she said we worked hard blah blah.
But so? We got nothing.

Feeling like this world is like shit atm.
Okay. Enough negativity!!!
End post.

Tbqh, the world revolves around winning.
Failure = worthless.

Failed my TP test today.
Already expected it since the tester said immediate failure bc I hit the cone. Haha. =_=
Never hit it before. Zzz.
So yupp, nvm.

Went home and got criticized by parents.
Said if they're going to say anymore, I'm going to cry. Then my mom said are you that fragile?!
Zzzz.

Everytime parents say they think if you do okay it's good enough, it's a lie.
Zzzzz.

Feeling extremely sian bc fail = retake = need more money.
Need to relocate my finances.
The next time I fail, I'm not going to retake, bc I won't have anymore money since I'd not be working.
Plus, I have to pass within 2 years of FTT.

Sigh. Hate this so much. ._.

It was the same during SYF band. We got bronze. Principal said if we got a silver, we could go overseas.
When the results was out when we got bronze, she said we worked hard blah blah.
But so? We got nothing.

Feeling like this world is like shit atm.
Okay. Enough negativity!!!
End post.