Reach Out To You
Last day of 2011! Time flies so quickly.
Omg. Went back to my December 2010 archive and saw the word 'SHINee' on the 23rd post. :O
I knew them from that long ago? LOL.
Can't remember. Hehehe.
Shall do a recap for this year!
I think this is a very good year for me bc I keep chasing stars. HAHAHA.
And had a lot of 'First's this year too! Especially the later part of the year. Lolol.
Like:
- First Fansign - Hebe (^^)
- First Korean Concert - SHINee, SWC
- First Korean Album - Let's Fly, B1A4
- First Korean Showcase - Block B
- First Boy Band That Made Me Go Crazy - SHINee
- First Korean Variety Show - Hello Baby
- First Korean Bias - Taemin (T__T)
- First Photobook - B1A4
- First live streaming - 2011 Idol Sports Athletics Championship
- First Korean Star to be breathing the same air in the same building - B1A4 (@ Iluma)
- First Korean Idol to meet so close in person - Teen Top
- First time dyeing my hair
- First time drinking alcohol - which is so disgusting.
- First time doing a fanboard
- First time going to the airport to fetch stars - 2NE1 (though they didn't come out ._.)
- First time going to the airport - Block B (^^)
- First human (and current) wallpaper on my desktop- SHINee The First. Hehehe.
- First time earning the most income in my life so far (bc of internship. LOL)
- First time topping in my financial cluster in term tests :O
- First time experiencing paranormal activity that is so strong (T__T)
- First time being so politically enthusiastic (LOL)
- First time going for anime convention (Edited. Hehe)
So yupp. Hehehe. Can't think of anymore. But most of these happened in the later part of the year!
Yayayayayay.
Most of them got to do with chasing stars. HAHAHA.
I think I'm crazy. Lol.
But so happy I got to know Kpop! Like SJ, 2NE1 etc too. =D
I'm still reading all my manga and anime too. ^^
Interests broadened way too much. T___T
Lol.
So let's look at last year's post. Hehehe.
Resolutions for the Year 20111. Get good grades.Wheeee~2. Sort of given up on love. -_-Just well, let's see how the flow goes. Flow with the wind!Because having a guy doesn't secure me with money (i.e. job wise).=____=3. Become a better human.It's just that I clam up at the most ugh times!Like when people try to talk with me, my head just goes blank.Even though I really hope to come up with something to talk about.Zzz.4. Draw better manga. :]5. Improve my html/x-html coding thingy!6. Have higher self-esteem.Stop thinking that I'm inferior to people. Zzz.7. Stop thinking too much and be depressed!!!! -_-
Hmmmm.
1) is okay. But to be improved! Must never think it's enough. Bc you'll be too relax and grades will go down. Lol.
2) isn't in consideration already. HAHAHA.
3) still need to improve. I'm still very narrow-minded at times. T__T
4) lost interest in manga drawing already. LOL.
5) lost interest. HAHA.
6) yupp yupp.
7) don't really think much already. Lolol.
So yupp. Shall not write so much resolutions for 2011. Hahahahaha.
Resolutions for the Year 2011
[ ] Have a clearer idea of where to go to in the future[ ] Continue to be a better human
Even if I may break it, it's still better to write them down.
LOLOL.
Ahhhh, I'm feeling better about Block B leaving already. =D
And omg.
All these kpop people always give me conflicting feelings.
Like Taemin, I feel like a pedo!!!!!
Onew, makes me feel so guilty like I'm cheating on Taemin!!!!!!
Gongchan, so handsome. Makes me feel like changing him to #2 in B1A4 but Sandeul waved at Louis and me on August 8. T__T
Taeil, ahhhh. You ah. Sometimes I look at you want to laugh. Sometimes think you so cute want to squish you. Then when I look at your derp face, I feel scarred. LOL. Then I think of your wave the day before. And so cute. Omggggg.
SUCH CONFLICTING FEELINGS, DO YOU UNDERSTAND TAEIL!!!!
But hmm, hope you'll remember me even though it seems you like Taeyeon from SNSD - who I am of no resemblance of? LOL.
Okay. End post! Hope 2012 will be a good year!! ^^
Block B Showcase
YAY! Another fan-account! Kekekeke.
Day 3 - BLOCK B SHOWCASE!!! Omg.
Still felt so unreal when I was at the MRT though.
Omg. Thank you K-box!!
Now as I'm typing this, it still feels unreal I saw them just now.
Ahhhh.
Okay.
So had only 4 hours + of sleep bc we went there early.
But was worth it bc the queue was quite short.
Though suddenly, like people just joined their friends and there was one whole big group.
But hmmmmmmmm, now that I think, it's ok. Hehe.
So omg. I got a new pair of shoes. HAHAHA.
I think this is so funny. Lol.
Back to fan-account. Hehe.
Hmm, so yupp, we went in and the spot was unexpectedly good.
St James FTW! ^^
Going there early around 6.50+am is worth it, since our spot is quite good.
Like their stage. Lol. Repeat of point. But yupp. Lol.
And saw them super clearly. Omg.
I CANNOT BELIEVE MY EYES.
They performed Halo, Wanna B, Freeze, Tell Them.
Then the last is some encore piece I can't remember.
Encore was like, quite bad since I can't see them.
Zzz. The hair of the person beside me was like stuck at my spectacles. HAHAHA.
So funny sia. Though hers wasn't the first person. Lolol.
The person behind me was so high and like pushing me. Then I was struggling with pulling the person's hair away!!! Lucky she noticed and she took it off faster than I did. Lol!
And yupp, before that made some half-joint-hearts with Louis.
Omg. Think they saw us. ^^
But not much reaction. Lol. But they saw us!!!!!
Then they played games with the lucky fans.
And really lucky sia.
Got hug also. Like the fans went to hug them. Omg. Like free hug only!
And I think they had the 'cool cool' mask on them leh. Idk.
But Taeil dance with the fan super funny la. Hahahah!
So cute! Suit them.
And the fanboy during the charades - can see he respects Block B a lot from the bowing to each member. LOL.
AND NEAR THE END.
OMG. TAEIL, I LOVE YOU!!!! ♥ ♥ ♥
I'm a person who doesn't say ILY easily but yupp, this ILY is dedicated to you.
Omg. I am almost positive that he waved at me.
CRIES.
Bc at the Encore,
-[time frame of this taken from Louis's bc I've totally forgotten the order of the showcase.
Omg, Louis, how you write so clearly one sia. Lol!!!]-
Idk why but I sort of raised my hands.
Hoping Taeil will look at me. Hahahah.
Then omg, he waved at me! Then I waved back too.
Omg. Then person in front/back said 'Eh, Taeil waving at me!', so Idk who he is waving to... LOLZ.
But I THINK he's waving at me bc I put my hand up first compared to the others. ^^
Omg, Taeil, you so cute today la!!!! ♥
And I feel so special. T__T
Omg. Our eye contact. Ahhhhhhhhhh. Forever replaying that in my head. LOL.
But even though I love you, I still love Onew, Taemin and Jinyoung more. Lolol.
So Taeil, you've redeemed yourself today!!! ♥
And just realised I have always been pronouncing your name wrongly after watching the xinmsn interview.
Omg. Sorry ah.
Ranking for Block B members:
#1 - Taeil
#2 - B-Bomb & Kyung
#3 - The rest
Yeap. Fan account done. Shall go tweet Taeil saying ILY. Keke.
Sorry for yesterday's fierce tweet okay? ^^
And officially am a BBC! YAY! The poster is so worth it. Omg.
Thank you Louis for helping me buy! And accompanying me to buy shoe.
And ty to Amanda for helping me buy slippers!!!
If not for them, omg, I don't need to walk around today already.
Ok~~ Shall go tweet Taeil. (｡’▽’｡)♡
AND I OFFICIALLY LOVE BLOCK B NOW!!!!!
Before it was only 'like'. Now it's love. (〜￣▽￣)〜
Edit: Anyway, Louis can give me your permalink of your blog post on the fancam so I can link and refer when I read this post next time?? I think your time frame clearer! (Y)
Edit @ 1.18am: Lol la this picture!
I think I see my hair color. LOL.
Edit @ 12.19pm:
HAHAHAHA. YA. FAN ACCOUNT. LOL.
Omg, think I half-sleeping when I type this. Lol!
Yay~
Labels: Block B
Living In My Own World
What is written after this is the delusional fan account of a delusional fan. Yay~
So happy that I went today.
So much better than yesterday.
Though yesterday was good too. Since they were so close.
Ehehe.
And tweeted Taeil just now. Omg. I think I sound fierce. HAHAHA.
Like '@BB_Taeil!!!!!!! YOU SAW MY FANBOARD RIGHT?!?!!!?! I WAS STANDING IN FRONT!'
As if he knows who I am. LOL.
But nvm. Hehehe. *Living in my own world*
Think it's highly probable he saw my fanboard like afterwards. :O
Plus, the rest of Block B. Hehe.
And kept screaming for him in between.
Lol.
Like when he drank water, took the shark balloon. Hahaha.
But he like hardly looked at me. =_=
Then B-Bomb. Omg. :O
He like fan-service king today!!!
Kept waving and looking at us. Omg.
Then when the queue was still at the autograph part, I managed to get quite a good view of them. Separated from Louis and Amanda. Lol.
Then like, at one moment, the people in front of me seemed to move apart and B-Bomb was like waving at me. OMG. -DELUSION- *Living in my own world*
So. Felt a little paiseh since I was carrying Taeil's fanboard. LOL.
And the person behind me super fierce la.
I only put my Taeil fanboard up a while, then she like said it so fiercely, asking me to take it down. I only just put that up. Since I saw they're like resting so they can see the fanboard. O_O And I was like quite calm and a good fan. O_O
Tsk. Hope you don't get to take any good pictures of Block B. =_=
And after that, B-Bomb waved at us a lot more times too. Lol.
Taeil waved too. But I'm not sure who he's waving at la!!!!
So the part where Kyung kept pausing and replaying in my head is replaced by B-Bomb now.
LOLOL.
But ahhhhhhh. I think Taeil is cute at some parts leh.
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz, TAEIL! YOU STILL HAVE CHANCE TOMORROW! LOL!!
Have to wake up early. Sob sob.
But it'll be worth it. (Y)
Labels: Block B
Halo
Went to the airport to fetch Block B today!!!!
Omg.
I'm proud to say that I think I'm quite calm (in actions). Hehehe.
Managed to see all of them like very closely/their faces except for Jaehyo and P.O!
Saw Taeil, Kyung, Zico, U-Kwon, and B-Bomb!
Then they stopped at the middle. And I thought what happened when so many people just suddenly crowded over there and didn't move.
Then I went over and saw B-Bomb too.
And U-Kwon.
Zico too.
And Kyung.
Then the scene of Kyung posing was like, paused and kept replaying in my brain for quite some time.
LOL.
Think saw Kyung the most. :O
Actually felt a little sad after seeing Taeil looking ahead and didn't look in my direction when he came out.
Bc my fanboard is meant for him ah. :(
Though I wasn't really sure if that was him I saw.
LOL. Confirmed it later. Hehe.
Not carrying a camera is so much more fun and relaxing. And I saw more of them too. :O
So. Not carrying a camera already next time! (Y)
Okay.
I should go and do my SIP report since I'd be out tomorrow and Thursday!~
Labels: Block B
OH MY GOD OH MY GOD.
I THINK THE REALITY OF FETCHING BLOCK B FROM THE AIRPORT TOMORROW IS FINALLY SETTLING INTO MY BRAIN.
OMG.
SAW P.O'S AND TAEIL'S GIF AND OMG.
SUDDENLY SO EXCITED.
THEY WILL BE HERE TOMORROW.
OMG.
HOPE THEY'LL SEE US.
AND WE'LL SEE THEM.
OMG.
PLEASE SEE OUR FANBOARD.
OMG.
AND ONEW'S VOICE TOO!
OH MY GOD!!!!!!
I WANT TO SCREAM!!!!!!!!
HIS STRONG VOICE + MY FAV TRACK IN 'THE FIRST' ALBUM = OMG.
I CAN'T EXPLAIN.
I JUST WANT TO SCREAM.
AHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
THE VIDEO OF ONEW-SAMA:
Tarot #6
5 weeks like flew by. @@
So lazy to do Tarot. Lol.
Week: 25 - 31 December; Card: Strength
Comment: Things are going well in all aspects. YAY! (Y)
Week: 1 - 7 January; Card: 3 of Cups, Reversed
Comment: Still a positive card! GOOD GOOD. Expect one happy reunion. I can only think of Jasmine coming to Singapore for school in this week. LOL.
Week: 8 - 14 January; Card: The Lovers, Reversed
Comment: This is a powerfully positive omen. :O Wow. Ok. I'll be careful to not mix work and play. And positive omen for my love life. Lol. Let's see. @@
Week: 15 - 21 January; Card: Judgement, Reversed
Comment: The decision has already been made? :O What decision????? I'll think through my decisions!
Week: 22 - 28 January; Card: King of Wands
Comment: POSITIVE OMEN! YAY! Men around me think positively of me. Hmm. It's a good thing at least. Lol. I'll think very positively this week too. Good good!
So I thought 3 out of 5 reversals are bad.
Plus they are from the major arcana deck.
Which is sort of more serious/has more impact.
Luckily, the interpretation did not sound too bad.
Yayayayay!
Now for Louis's one~~
Week: 25 - 31 December; Card: 3 of Cups, Reversed
Comment: Same card as mine. Omg.Week: 1 - 7 January; Card: The Star
http://www.psychic-revelation.com/reference/q_t/tarot/tarot_cards/star.html Comment: Good omen too. Good good.
Week: 8 - 14 January; Card: Queen of Cups, Reversed
http://www.psychic-revelation.com/reference/q_t/tarot/tarot_cards/cups_queen_reversed.html Comment: Remember to love yourself! There's a woman in your life who's love may turn to anger. :O
Week: 15 - 21 January; Card: 2 of Cards, Reversed
Comment: Things are likely to be going well. Yay! Just don't pay too much attention to your love life. LOL. -cough- *Sandeul/CNU* -cough-
Week: 22 - 28 January; Card: 10 of Wands, Reversed
Comment: You may be tired, dealing with delays, and feeling overstretched. Whoa. Rest ftw!
Hmm, I think overall it's still okay! (Y)
And click link to read more. Hehe.
TAROT DONE!
MERRY CHRISTMAS ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Labels: Tarot
Christmas Eve '11
Merry Christmas Eve everyone! (づ｡◕‿‿◕｡)づ
Really shocked yesterday when I checked the email which said I won the Block B showcase tickets.
Thank you Kbox!!!
I think all my life I've participated in so many giveaways but I don't really win them. LOL.
I think the last one I've won is a Jolin photocards for her J-Game album.
Which is during my secondary school? Lol.
I'm really thankful!!!!
Yesterday, the pastor at church asked, "What is happiness?"
The first thought I had is to be thankful for all the little things in life, and appreciate what people do for you.
I think the definition of happiness is a subjective matter.
Maybe it's because of my sociological mind (bc I'm a social science student, YAY!), but I don't think there is a definite definition for happiness.
Different people find happiness in different things.
It seems to me that yesterday, there is only one way to achieve happiness...
Self-actualisation - the purpose of what humans are on earth for, is at the top of Maslov's hierarchy of needs.
At some point in life, we would start questioning and think about it.
And that, tbh, I've thought about it. And haven't really got an answer.
But yupp, I still think I'm much rooted to my own beliefs to think so much. Lol.
Okay, shall think about the coming Tuesday and Thursday! Omggggggg.
Think I'll do Seunghyun's fanboard on Tuesday too. Yayayayay~
THANK YOU KBOX!!!
HAVE A MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE TOO!!
